2010年3月28日星期日

life Marathon..

just imagine if we all on the same marathon competition, not to compete who going to win this marathon but to compete with ourselves, try to breakthrough our limit..

i remember when i start this race, i only can walk slowly and there is a man and a woman walk with me and support me, those are our mom and dad, feel so fresh and so happy because i am new on this race, when i feel tired, either one of them will carry me with them, take care of what i worried, so i only concentrate on growing~

time flies, when we start to learn how to run and compete in this race, we start to make a lot of new friends, we are having fun in a big group, din really care what is there waiting for us in future or the end of this race. but what distressing is, we slowly forget those who support and carry us for the past track, they might not that strong any more, as we become stronger, they become older, very soon they cant even follow our foot step, do we really does care? some time may be.. but no matter what, one day, they have to leave this track, because they already complete their race.. so, is it we can quit too? unfortunately nope, our race haven finish yet..

in this race, there is so many different path and different type of people surrounding us, no matter what decision we made, there is always changes in the distance between we and others. we might left behind by those people who walk pass us when we rest, we might met some people then have to separate when we chosen different path, some special one might accompany us longer.. there is so many people which we can only see them once in our race, so here occur a word say: "timing", do appreciate those who met us on the right timing and right feeling, because the path in this race is like a maze, we dont know if we missed it, when we going to meet up or not at all..

slowly by getting longer on this race, we can see a lot of people giving up, quit, fall, stop, and lost.. although we dont even know what is the prize for complete this race, but we do know one thing clear, there is a terminus for every one.. so if we know clearly this is a fact, why some people choose give up earlier? why not we just make our race become more fun, make more friends and try more new things?

so, to all my dear friends, in a life marathon, there is always a terminus there, if we cant change it, then why not we change the process of our race? make it fun, make it amazing or fantastic~ ^^

at last, thanks for accompany me on this race~ :)

2010年3月26日星期五

TNB to sue WWF over earth hour!


Take a look at the title...shocking? TNB wants to sue WWF over Earth Hour. Biggest joke ever. I used to kinda support TNB because they supply us the electric. Simple as that. Without electricity, i wont be able to online everyday and sleep with fans and lights to study. Now, after reading this news, i start to change my mind and take the other road instead.....

TNB president and CEO Dato’ Sri Che Khalib Mohd Noh said “So there’ll be more lights turned off. KL alone would be engulfed in darkness. Yes, sure, it may seem fun to some, running around in complete darkness. But that also means TNB would get less money. Tell me, what am I supposed to say to the kids of this electrical technician when we can’t give bonus this year?” asked Che Khalib, as he pointed to a TNB staff manning the lights for the Press conference. He added, “In light of such inconsiderate actions by these tree huggers, TNB has no choice but to take legal action against the Earth Hour organisers, WWF. We’ll wait for our accountants to come back with the loss figure after this year’s Earth Hour, and we plan to sue them for that same amount. We may even add a hundred million ringgit or so, to teach them a lesson.”“See this? See how ugly, gloomy and dark the last picture is? God knows how many people tripped over things and hurt themselves in the complete darkness, not to mention the number of bad people going around doing naughty things, knowing the authorities could not see them.

“Let’s reverse the order of these pictures this year, and fight for the rights to our lights,” continued Che Khalib. “Let’s unite as 1Malaysia, and tell these green terrorists that we will not go dark! We will not switch off! Let’s tell them that we love our lights!

Take a look at the bold words. I got to admit that i do think that some of the reasons given by the TNB CEO cannot be accepted. I support the Earth Hour campaign because i love the earth! We live in this earth, should do our part to embrace our world. I do not understand why TNB CEO is so money minded. They are the ones who supply the whole Malaysia the electricity and how much they earned already for these years! Not to forget, they are the ones who monopoly this ''business''. Those millions they lost mean nth to them. They just want to make a big fuss out of it. sigh. The most unbearable to read is the part where the CEO used the 1malaysia concept to urge all malaysians to not switch off the lights. By switching off the lights for 1 hour, we can save so much and also also to be able to cool down the earth temperature. The TNB CEO himself is staying in this very earth and dont you think that he is way too selfish to think bout the others? All he talked bout in his speech was money,money and money...revenue...loss....He added that with the 1 hour darkness, bad ppl will go around doing naughty things...Harlo..... Mr!! Even with the lights on, robbery, snatch thieves, killing etc all those criminal cases still happened. Please do not just give all those nonsense reasons just for the sake of saying them. What is wrong being someone who loves the mother nature? Is it stupid for us to support this campaign and also support WWF just because we have our own stands that we should protect our earth? Why cant he just put a side those money issue and start to think what have he really done to save our earth? Perhaps too money minded ppl might somehow destroy their own home......



* although it might be a fake news but i am still choose to believe it~ cz i really believe malaysian will do some stupid thing like this~ ^^ haha~

2010年3月23日星期二

上帝的延迟,并不是上帝的拒绝 ------林肯

有一个人,他在21岁时,做生意失败,22岁时,角逐州议员落选,24岁时,做生意再次失败,26岁时,爱侣去世。

27岁时,一度精神崩溃,34岁时,角逐联邦众议员落选,36岁时,角逐联邦众议员再度落选,45岁时,角逐联邦参议员落选。47岁时,提名副总统落选。

49岁时,角逐联邦参议员再度落选,52岁时,当选美国第十六任总统。

这个人就是林肯,因为他坚信上帝的延迟,并不是上帝的拒绝,因此能屡败屡战,最终成就非凡!


every one can make a different in this world, before u capable to achieve some thing, there is always a lot of obstacle block our way. only if u can stick to your path, believe in yourself, and keep striving to the end no matter how hard it is, then u will able to achieve what ever dreams u want!!! never give up dude, although u cant see the sun shine now, but the sun still there, u only need to wait till the dark cloud disappear~ ^^

“為何設皇委會查我?”‧安華感費解

(吉隆坡)國會反對黨領袖拿督斯里安華表示,他對巴西馬獨立議員依布拉欣阿里建議國會設立一個皇家調查委會調查他,感到費解。
他指出,全國總警長丹斯里慕沙哈山之前揭露有第三者插手警方內務,而國防部長拿督斯里阿末扎希也透露有軍官泄露國家情報機密,這些都是危害國家安全的課題。
“我很奇怪為何政府對這些課題沒有採取行動,包括國家面對的貪污、罪案,卻要設一個皇家調查委員會來調查我?”
安華週一(3月22日)在其他民聯領袖的陪同下在國會召開新聞發佈會。
詢及他的肛交案進展時,陪同出席記者會的公正黨總秘書賽夫丁指出,人民有權知道安華涉及的肛交案真相,所以即使黨印發小冊子派發給全民,也不至於被指藐視法庭。
他說,黨已印好了100萬份小冊子,內容根據吉隆坡中央醫院的3名醫生提供的醫藥報告。有關報告指沒有醫學證據證明賽夫的肛門有被插入的跡象。
詢及此舉會否造成藐視法庭,他表示,等有人挑起這課題再說。
【熱點新聞:國會專輯】
星洲日報‧2010.03.23

i don thk that d leaders of Malaysia nowadays know what they are doing.. wasting their time n our resources to investigate on some small issue which doesnt have any effect on helping our country economy or the people, they are trying to misdirect our focus and protecting their own fame and wealth~ i really cant tahan liao!!!
Malaysian is growing more clever day by day, but why those leaders still think they can fool us around like it used to be~ time is change, this is our Malaysia, not urs or whom, is belong to all Malaysian!!!
so if u want to be a good leader which all people support u, please show us some real action by understanding and reducing our living problems!!!

2010年3月19日星期五

can we survive if we dont talk at all?

may be.. although experts said 93% of our communication is using non verbal, only 7% depends on verbal communication~ but still i will be crazy if i not allow to talk at all. only my own feeling, no offence for those really cant talk..

talking is to express our feeling and keep conversation flow around us~ do remember i am talking about conversation face to face, not chat online. i not felt any fun by chat online beside can know updates about our friends recent living, but still its like not a complete communication.. ><

face to face conversation is fun, we can see the changes on others movement and emotion ~ some friends who have talent to act even more entertaining~ ^^

but some how, talking to people we just meet for the first time, still need a lot of courage and skill, perhaps i can say i am trying hard to improve it, its necessary for me to master this skill in order to achieve my dreams~

wish all of u can also master skill of communication well, this will help to reduce a lot of unnecessary mistake and problems in our life~ good luck~

2010年3月17日星期三

mission of life..

2 days ago, a friend of my just pass away, just cant accept the news when chen wei call me on the afternoon.. although i know he had been suffer for cancer for quite some time, but still cant accept he leave us so sudden..

i know him on 2006 year end, in a acad v meeting, i remember that time i ask him to join gymnastic in our SGM, because he also join before at kedah. then we have a great chance to work together when there is a merdeka performance on 2007, he does help me a lot on that time, although he is honbu 1 member, but always help me to fetch my honbu 2 members, he always that nice n smile like a sunny guy. we were having a fun time on that performance~

we din meet up after he move back to kedah.. one day in end of 2008, i receive a call from chen wei that he in hospital penang because of cancer, i got no idea what is going on.. so directly go visit him in hospital, he got an tumor on his neck n condition become worst so need to stay in hospital, but he told me he had recover from a cancer before, so ask us don need to worry. i go to hospital accompany him few days, although i know he feel really pain some time, but he always relief me by telling me he is alright. he is a tough guy, i feel so sad when i cant do any thing else to help him. he have once tell me he wan to give up already, because there is too suffer, not only for himself and also people around him,i donno what to tell him beside encourage him to chant..

since then, we only met once on hai long wedding dinner on last year end, he seem alright and i tell him i will go find him when i pay a visit to kedah, but this become the last word i talk to him. now every thing only become memory..

we die because of mission of our life is accomplish? may be.. but i believe sao gang still have a lot of dreams haven accomplish in his life, but his does influence a lot of people to become toughen..

miss u always, sao gang! our buddha..

2010年3月9日星期二

future

i don know since when i start to think of my future.. i have think, worried, predicted, plan on future, but if future is unpredictable, then why am i doing all of these? is it i think too much? worried too much?

some time its really confusing, and most of the time, i feel upset of staying in a position between future n past.. gosh.. i want to know my future no so damn much, because my past keep telling me i am a loser, i always messed thing up. but i really try hard to change, to improve~ why cant i own a better future, right? feel so lost, i thought i know where n what i should do n achieve, but its really feel uncomfortable when i am going to make those moves.. first step is hard, i really hope the others can be easier.

when i getting older, i start to worry more before making any decision, not really scared of failure, but i really do afraid that i don hv much time to turn back after made wrong decision, may be i can give it a try, but i know i don have much bullets left for try shot, if i miss those, i might not have chance to go for my dream any more. its horrible when think of failure..

any way, life march on, i have no idea what will going to be in future, i only can do now is do the best i can, strive with no regret! gosh~ failure! fuck off! nothing stop me to achieve what i want!

2010年3月8日星期一

men's rhythmic gymnastic

after practicing gymnastic for some time, start to love this sport. from the beginning i am just learn it because i like sport, for performance and i wish i can teach my members in my society. after quite some time i into this field, i start to feel glad that i have chance to train this sport~

gymnastic is not that similar to other sport, its require a lot of balancing and control of our body. using whole body muscle and flexibility to do some stunt.. and its really need a lot of strength doing those move~

men's rhythmic gymnastic is a new group competition for men's gymnast~ its require all skill in gymnastic, some dance move and whole routine is following music~ its fun and will be a great performance after we mastered it, n which i feel suit us for future development. we have been through a few training after the we asking our gymnastic coach train us for tat, its new n tough, using few different part of muscle which we not used it often in daily life, so its kindna tough when beginning, the muscle-ache after training will remain few days. besides, doing skill and move with music rhythm is hard n tiring..

although it is so tough, but i know all these will worthwhile when we realize our improvement in future~ we even got chance to go japan for competition if we are good enough, and we can be the first batch who bring up this sport in Malaysia ~ its fun when we have a lot of unknown challenges waiting us in future~ mystery make life unpredictable and fun~ ^^

2010年3月7日星期日

girl

there is so much fun when looking at a pretty girl for a guy~

jz met a girl which i met few years ago in a gathering, phew~ she change a lot, not really the exterior i mean, its the feeling when i saw her. can say that now she know how to take care of her appearance n become more femininity.. cool~ this is y people always say:" girl will change after grow up~"

i think this is so true~ but really feel happy that many girls nowadays know how to make themselves become more charm, do u know how joyful we are when guy have chances to look at pretty girl?

i am not saying guy only like pretty girl.. i mean some how we are created to use our eye more than our brain~~ sorry for girls, we used to judge girl by their appearance at first. ^^

but i really agree with a quote: there is no ugly women in this world, only have lazy women. :)

2010年3月6日星期六

don become a robot!!!

last night having a gathering with a bunch of high school students, from the meet, i found out that most of the students nowadays afraid of speaking and share their ideas in public..

we as organizer, we which to organize a meeting which is joyful, relax, having two way conversation and knowledge sharing in between us (old generation) n those high school students (new generation), but out of my expectation, most of them are really shy to talk.. of cause i know its hard to bring out the courage to share our thought in public, but i really hope to train up a bunch of youth which really can make it, having self determination n develop thought or thinking which belong to their own. not some robot which create by our lousy education system..

most of thoughts n behavior we hv today too reliable n influence by our culture, education n experience in the past. this affect the teenager now dont even know wat they want in their life, we live a life not we wanted, is a life wat the society n others want us to live, dont u feel this is pity? dont u ever think about it? why? why we cant have our own lovely life we want? why we need to concern so much of others sight of view?

back to the topic, so why public sharing so horrible?

we ourselves is the one who make sharing in public so horrible. we have no confident on our thoughts, we always judge before we tell others our idea, we scare people will criticize us, people dislike or disagree our thought. hey! u will never know unless u speak it out~!!! so why haven fight for it, already made a prediction on the result?

doesnt matter who is around u, they are elder or professional, is not important, sharing is to tell others your thoughts, there is no another 'you' in this world with same face n thinking, u might have some knowledge others dont know, or u have ur own sight of view which is particularly own by u~

so don be a robot~ u must think wat u want, wat u need, wat u gonna do.. not other ask u to talk this u talk this, others tell u to think like this, u just follow.. ends up, u become another him or her.
copy n paste learning wont create a human mind, only program u become a robot! remember, live ur own life!!!