life recently...

keep working day n night these days~ so fun n i really like this feeling when i really go all out~! so damn tired n just cant think of any thing else.. i feel alive after these days of striving~ more challenges will come~ so fun~

last night go clubbing, hv been a while didnt go there n hv fun, but last night really not fun at all.. although its ladies night, but man were more than girl.. so boring~

boring life~~~ wat can v do? so damn boring~~ haha..

but seem that i m walking toward my goal this year.. have to gain some confident from achieving my target.. really low confident recently, may be receive too many rejection from people.. :) but life hv to carry on~ gambate~

valentine~ achievers night~~

Valentine day~

every year valentine day i also will tell myself "next year i will not celebrate valentine alone again"

but every year make no different.. this year i been through valentine at KL, because going to attend our company achievers night dinner at genting at 15/2.. so i follow my manager n his wife to KL, n they having their candle light dinner n i become a 'spot light' there.. haha.. so fed up~~ but the food at the cafe really tasty, i been thinking whole night 'i sure bring my gf come here to enjoy the food here~'

Achievers night~

first time i join our company 'achievers night' dinner, quite fun but feel so bad when i saw others people go on stage to get their award n i just sitting there.. n i didnt saw my GSM (manager) go up stage, from that moment onward, i swear to my ownself, i will strive harder, next year, same event, me n my manager must go on stage to get an award~!!!

never disappoint all the people around me again~~ ^.^

狮子座 的我

狮子座，一个博爱和充满阳光，能量的星座，其实狮子座的人很向往爱情，说白了就是狮子座的人最爱的是自己，他要让自己发光发热，获得别人的爱和崇敬，在这其中，他能够体会到这种来自他人的关爱而感到愉悦，于是，他就爱上了别人。。。
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> > 　　狮子座的人很不愿意伤害别人，因为他的内心是善良和充满正义感的，他是重视原则的人，但是，如果他做了伤害别人的事情，即便出于面子他没有说什么，但是其实内心里他会真的好自责好内疚的，虽然别人看不到，但是他的确会好难过。
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> > 　　狮子座的人，无论男女，都很容易陷入一份感情，但是热情来的很快，冷却的速度也快得
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> > 　　惊人。如果他可以对一份感情持续很长的时间，那么恭喜了，说明你真的很强势很有魅力，足以让他对你死心塌地，否则，狮子座这种内在没有安全感又很敏感的动物，很可能从更有魅力和新鲜的事物上找温暖，因为，狮子座的我们看起来好坚强好阳光好乐观，但是骨子里面的不安感从未消退过，表面的自信只不过是保护自己的盔甲，但并不是很真实。
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> > 　　同时，狮子座的人也可以很绝情，不可能吃回头草，字典里没有'后悔'或者'回头'这两个词，因为狮子座的人很爱面子，自尊心比什么都重要，一旦放弃了或者决定了，就不可能回过头去改变，狮子座的人也很怕被伤害。宁可错过一份感情，宁可放弃。宁可不要，也不会冒可能会被伤害的危险，因为太不值得，因为狮子座的人太爱自己了。。。
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> > 　　狮子座的人喜欢热闹，但是也很享受孤独，他可以把这两者之间搞得很平衡，他很喜欢跟
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　　朋友一起，疯狂的玩闹，成为一个party的主角，但是回到家里，他立马就可以变得异常安静，不喜欢被打扰，他需要自己的空间来思考，如果不给狮子这个空间，对他步步紧逼，
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> > 　　那么他一定会抓狂，变得不可理喻，他还会离开你，因为在狮子的字典里，'自由'和'
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> > 　　自我'这两词的比重几乎占据了全部。
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> > 　　还有，狮子座的人很喜欢新鲜的，华丽的，有质感的，昂贵的，有品位的东西，他也喜欢
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> > 　　朴实，但是却不喜欢无聊和无趣，他害怕一成不变的枯燥，他害怕今天就能预见明天的可
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> > 　　狮子座的人有两种不同的倾向，一种是很喜欢天然的东西，不喜欢过多的修饰；另一类是
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> > 　　很喜欢奢华另类奇特的事物，更多是狮子座是两者兼有．
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> > 　　狮子座的人很宽容，通常不会因为小事而斤斤计较，他们喜欢展现自己与众不同的仁慈心
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> > 　　和获得尊重。对于过往的爱人，狮子座的人很少去探讨是谁的功过是非，无论当时对方有
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> > 　　多伤害自己，但是过去了就过去了，狮子座的人不会去诅咒或者怨恨，因为他们喜欢向前
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> > 　　看。狮子座的人相信，只要自己完美和努力，幸福就在前方，更美好的一定在等待着我们！！

媽媽的帳單

小明家是經營餐廳生意，有時放學後他會到餐廳幫忙，招呼客人入座點菜收拾碗筷、算帳結帳。
他漸漸覺得自己似乎也成了一位生意人。
有一次，他忽然突發奇想，也開了一張帳單寄給媽媽，索取他在餐廳幫忙作事的酬勞。
幾天後，媽媽收到這份帳單，上面寫著：
１．洗碗盤費500元
２．掃地拖地費200元
３．送外食到顧客家300元
４．至郵局寄發信件帳單100元
５．小明一直是勤奮聽話的好孩子100元
共計1,200元

小明的媽仔細看過這份帳單後，什麼話也沒有說。

晚上小明在他的枕頭旁看到了他所索取的1,200元報酬。
正當他得意如願以償，要把1200元收到自己的口袋時，突然發現枕頭旁邊還放著一份給他的帳單。

小明欠他母親如下款項：

１．在母親家裡過十年平安無憂的生活費用0元
２．十年中，食、衣、住、行的費用0元
３．上學的學費、書籍費0元
４．生病時的醫藥、照顧費0元
５．有一個慈愛的母親0元
小明讀著讀著，感到羞愧萬分！
過了一會兒，他懷著一顆忐忑不安的心;躡手躡腳地走近母親，將小臉藏進母親的懷中，小心翼翼地把那1,200元塞進了她的圍裙口袋裡。



對媽媽好一點

长大~

从小就希望长大, 因为长大后可以做很多小时候无法做的事。。
可长大后才知道， 要做很多事， 就得承受很多的压力与伤害。。
小时候，知道跌倒了，要自己爬起来，因为有许多身边的人鼓励～
可长大了，才知道这并不容易，没了鼓励，只多了讥笑和攻击。。
小时候，多大的梦想都敢去梦，
长大了，梦想越来越少,也越来越小。。
小时候，多难的事都想尝试，那怕是受伤了，也感到高兴～
长大了，都还没尝试，就先想到会受伤。。。

为什么长大了，什么都不一样了。。。
是长高了，所以看的更远了？
是人老了，所以更怕事了，梦也不敢了？
是成熟了，凡事都三思而后行？
是胆子小了，还是面对了现实。。
人言：初生之犊不怕虎～
不过，现实生活的残酷真的比老虎有过之而无不及～～！！！

hard feeling~~ >.<

last night attend my chapter CNY event, quite 're nao'. i m happy that its over now~

after the event i hang out with my friends, donno y, cant really having fun with them, just keep quiet n sit aside.. too many thg bother me, so 'fan nao'..

at last only left me n curly, from beginning i already plan to forget abt this year valentine day, treat it like normal day, but suddenly i wish i can celebrate it with some one.. some one i miss.. so sad.. then tears fall..

in the end, curly n i decided to go teluk bahang dam to relax our mind~ this is really far away from greenlane...

but in the also din go dam, because curly say his friends there also at teluk bahang got CNY gathering so v go for a look although now is already midnight. so because this decision, v force to stay there until 4am in the morning, because if v cant finish the beer there, cant go home.. haih.. beside drinking, then both of us see people gambling..

after all, still haven solve any of my problems, but beer did do a great job by giving me a deep deep sleep.. :)

sharing~

F A M I L Y

I ran into a stranger as he passed by,

'Oh excuse me please' was my reply.

He said, 'Please excuse me too;

I wasn't watching for you.'

We were very polite, this stranger and I.

We went on our way and we said goodbye.

But at home a different story is told,

How we treat our loved ones, young and old.

Later that day, cooking the evening meal,

My son stood beside me very still.

When I turned, I nearly knocked him down.

'Move out of the way,' I said with a frown.

He walked away, his little heart broken.

I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken.

While I lay awake in bed,

God's still small voice came to me and said,

'While dealing with a stranger,
common courtesy you use,
but the family you love, you seem to abuse..

Go and look on the kitchen floor,

You'll find some flowers there by the door.

Those are the flowers he brought for you.

He picked them himself: pink, yellow and blue..

He stood very quietly not to spoil the surprise,

you never saw the tears that filled his little eyes.'

By this time, I felt very small,

And now my tears began to fall. .

I quietly went and knelt by his bed;

'Wake up, little one, wake up,' I said.

'Are these the flowers you picked for me?'

He smiled, 'I found 'em, out by the tree.

I picked 'em because they're pretty like you.

I knew you'd like 'em, especially the blue.'

I said, 'Son, I'm very sorry for the way I acted today;

I shouldn't have yelled at you that way.'

He said, 'Oh, Mom, that's okay.

I love you anyway.'

I said, 'Son, I love you too,

and I do like the flowers, especially the blue.'

FAMILY

Are you aware that if we died tomorrow, the company

that we are working for could easily replace us in

a matter of days.

But the family we left behind will feel the loss

for the rest of their lives.

And come to think of it, we pour ourselves more

into work than into our own family,
an unwise investment indeed,

don't you think?

So what is behind the story?

Do you know what the word FAMILY means?

FAMILY = (F)ATHER (A)ND (M)OTHER (I) (L)OVE (Y)OU

成功=坚持到底 ~nice article~just sharing with u all~

著名的哲学家苏格拉底有一次上课时没有授课，更没有和学生谈哲学。他对学生说：“今天，我要教你们一个成功的的方法，只要你们能够做到，将来一定能成功。”

学生兴奋地回答道：“老师，我们一定能够做到，你快教我们吧！”

苏格拉底说道：“你们现在尽量把胳臂往后甩，然后往前甩。完成后重复30次就能够成功了。”

学生哄堂大笑，他们认为这么简单的事绝对没有问题。一星期后，苏格拉底就问学生：“有谁在这个星期内每天都甩胳臂30次呢？”班上只有一半的学生举手。

一个月后，苏格拉底再次的问道：“有谁在这一个月内每天都甩胳臂30次呢？”班上只有几位同学举手。

3个月后，苏格拉底再次的问道：“有谁在这3个月内每天都甩胳臂30次呢？”全班的同学鸦雀无声，这时，有一位同学把手高高地举起，大声地回答道：“老师，我有！”苏格拉底回答道：“很好，你会是另一个苏格拉底。”果然，这位孩子长大了以后就成为当时的另一位著名的哲学家伯拉图。

长久坚持不容易

最容易的事，如果要长久坚持下去，往往就会变成最难的事。最简单的事，其实并不简单。成功其实并不难，只要四个字“坚持到底”。新的一年来临的这一刻，不需要为自己立下什么人生大目标，也无须有什么宏愿，只要“坚持到底”就已足够了。

人生肯定有无数的磨练和困境，当我们独自踟蹰于黑暗之中，总会有绝望和无助的感觉。因此，我们必须凭着坚强的意志抓紧希望，坚信明天会更好，那么就会达到人生的目标。相信自己，在新的一年内，只要大家都能抱着“永不放弃，坚持到底”的信念，那么不管有再大 的困难都能“牛”转乾坤，明天会更好。

2/2/09 CNY feeling...

CNY celebrating end today~

this year CNY i gambling alot, every two days gambling once, always gambling whole night until morning, conclusion is gambling is not good, not only my pocket n also health.. :)

din get much ang pow, cz go out with frenz most of the time.. go here n there, having fun.. :)

yesterday i am having a great experience at town, there is a CNY event tat SGM was invited to in charge of a title( malaysia caltural city) n a street (acheh road), so i am one of the model who wear malay wedding cloth. it is fun for whole day, and i realise i can do more things more than i thought. i really like the feeling to fool around n having fun with friends..

suddenly have a feeling that want to find a girl friend, i think soon.. wont be alone de.. this year is really a wonderful year~!!! i feel that i can live differently~!!!