人生总充满无奈，因为它凡事像硬币般拥有正反两面。
人总特意专注它的正面，而忽视它的反面，可是忽略不代表它不存在。
我小时候，很怕小丑，被那时畅行的鬼怪影片误导了。。
长大了，才了解小丑的伟大，
舞台上，华丽的服装，浓郁的彩妆，滑稽的动作，不断的自嘲来娱乐大家。
脸上总挂着灿烂的笑容，仿佛是精灵化成的人，没有忧愁，只有欢乐。
曲终人散，之前还是大明星，现在成了无人问津的小人物……
冷清的后台，孤独的身影，卸下了欢乐的面具，露出脸上的沧桑，
独自承受着，像佛陀顿悟，迅间喜悦后，随之而来的空虚，感受着众人皆醉我独醒那份孤独，依然喜悦，但未免惆怅……
小丑，把欢乐留给人们后，每每独自承受高潮低谷落差的洗礼，人生无奈，莫过于此……
我问小丑：对人欢笑背人愁的工作，干脆不干了。
他说：有时，人活着的价值，是在于他为别人付出了多少，我辛苦半天，换来了千万人开心的一天，太值得了。:)况且辛苦可以让人成长，男人大丈夫，怕什么！
看着这无名英雄苦涩的笑容，我在心里，对他致上崇高的敬意。
朋友，时常注意你身边的这些无名英雄，没有他们默默的付出，或许你我的人生，就没那么的顺利了。如果有一天，你成为了身边的人的无名英雄，切记：人在做时天在看，懂得舍时就是得~
*献给所有艺术表演者，都市幕后的小人物，和身在福中不知福的现代人 ^^
2010年10月12日星期二
学而知不足
人不断的成长，需要不断的学习，
越使劲的学习，越觉得学海无涯。
在知识的渊博前，我突然觉得我好渺小。。。
人类几千年的文明，几万年的进化，在宇宙的面前，眨眼间就过了。。。
人类为地图上豆般小的土地，争夺杀掠了许久，为宇宙所不耻。
对宇宙而言，地球充其量只是堆成泰山的沙粒的其中一粒沙而已。。。
对我而言，人类现在只不过是打开文明之门，要达到文明还有很长很长的路得走，不过，我们舍弃了对未来美好的追求，甘心为欲望和权利的奴隶，为眼前短暂的快乐而自相残杀，我为我们的无知羞愧。
我们还以为我们非常了不起~
对小，我们连细菌都不甚了解；对大，我们连太阳系多大都无法确定。
我们还在为不断伤害同类和地球而沾沾自喜，现在为了个钓鱼台而要死要活。。。
我们也应该醒了吧！钓鱼台是地球人的，而不是谁的。。连地球都保不住了，要个钓鱼台来做什?
越使劲的学习，越觉得学海无涯。
在知识的渊博前，我突然觉得我好渺小。。。
人类几千年的文明，几万年的进化，在宇宙的面前，眨眼间就过了。。。
人类为地图上豆般小的土地，争夺杀掠了许久，为宇宙所不耻。
对宇宙而言，地球充其量只是堆成泰山的沙粒的其中一粒沙而已。。。
对我而言，人类现在只不过是打开文明之门，要达到文明还有很长很长的路得走，不过，我们舍弃了对未来美好的追求，甘心为欲望和权利的奴隶，为眼前短暂的快乐而自相残杀，我为我们的无知羞愧。
我们还以为我们非常了不起~
对小，我们连细菌都不甚了解；对大，我们连太阳系多大都无法确定。
我们还在为不断伤害同类和地球而沾沾自喜，现在为了个钓鱼台而要死要活。。。
我们也应该醒了吧！钓鱼台是地球人的，而不是谁的。。连地球都保不住了，要个钓鱼台来做什?
2010年9月26日星期日
pressure
pressure, for most people, its might be a terrible thing, most of us we dont want to have it. but its always exist in our daily life, when the time we wake up until night, pressure from family, others, working, friends, partner n etc. pressure do make people sick, and some time its killed...
surprisingly is, most pressure create by ourselves, we tend to help others to judge us, other people might didn't have such a thought. so we keep on add on pressure for ourselves, and for me, i call this is slowly suicide.
i always see the other side of things, pressure is a good, u try to imagine, what will it gonna be happen to the world now if there is no pressure? all people slowing down, laying on bed after waking up, not willing to work or does any improvement to their life.. ya, exactly we wont have the world we are having now, mankind will less civilize after all.
every thing have their good point, pressure somehow is a force which forcing us to improve, so when some one feel that he or she is in high pressure or even no pressure, these are tragedy...
and u know what? i think i am in this situation whereby i cant feel pressure exist for few years already. walao! i am in great danger!!! having no improvement at all for few years is killing me! i really cant accept it..
now i am the only person who can help myself.. lost my vision for few years time, i hope i can find the way out and set a clear goal for future.. T.T
surprisingly is, most pressure create by ourselves, we tend to help others to judge us, other people might didn't have such a thought. so we keep on add on pressure for ourselves, and for me, i call this is slowly suicide.
i always see the other side of things, pressure is a good, u try to imagine, what will it gonna be happen to the world now if there is no pressure? all people slowing down, laying on bed after waking up, not willing to work or does any improvement to their life.. ya, exactly we wont have the world we are having now, mankind will less civilize after all.
every thing have their good point, pressure somehow is a force which forcing us to improve, so when some one feel that he or she is in high pressure or even no pressure, these are tragedy...
and u know what? i think i am in this situation whereby i cant feel pressure exist for few years already. walao! i am in great danger!!! having no improvement at all for few years is killing me! i really cant accept it..
now i am the only person who can help myself.. lost my vision for few years time, i hope i can find the way out and set a clear goal for future.. T.T
2010年5月16日星期日
2010年5月3日星期一
坚持~ sharing~
前头的路，
不知多长多么苦，
看不到，
走了一步算一步。
雨水若下，
已经淋湿我衣裤，
这阵风，
只是让我的心更加坚强。
成功的背后，
不知有多少苦楚，
我所选的路，
一定坚持到成功！
坚定的心伴我向前走，
请你要记住我的名，
有人出世就好命，
我是用命在打拼。
不怕失败慢慢向前走，
命运不是天注定，
只要用心来打拼，
一定唱出我的名～
a song i like the most, so i translate it in chinese~ share with u all~^^
不知多长多么苦，
看不到，
走了一步算一步。
雨水若下，
已经淋湿我衣裤，
这阵风，
只是让我的心更加坚强。
成功的背后，
不知有多少苦楚，
我所选的路，
一定坚持到成功！
坚定的心伴我向前走，
请你要记住我的名，
有人出世就好命，
我是用命在打拼。
不怕失败慢慢向前走，
命运不是天注定，
只要用心来打拼，
一定唱出我的名～
a song i like the most, so i translate it in chinese~ share with u all~^^
2010年4月27日星期二
唱很多题目的人•是谁也比不过的
苦不堪言的时候就唱百万遍题目吧！有勇气的去展开实践，我会送题目给大家，你们也要认真唱题。送报机再怎么优越，收报机坏了也不会有作用。
在自己的生活或生命上有任何烦恼的话，何不堂堂地，悠悠地挑战百万遍的题目试试，亲身来体验看看，到底会有怎样的结果。因为证据胜过理论，只是空想会这样，会那样，毫无意义。
去跟御本尊谈。唱完题目时，全部将变毒为药，转变成福运。所以不管今天处在多么痛苦的境遇，按佛法的原理，咬紧牙关去奋战，将会拓展几倍，几十倍，几百倍的阔野，又走不下去时，再去拓展，如此周而复始。
那时，不可忘记题目！全部都可解决。但不好好唱题时，在漫长的人生里将会变得非常困恼。能够唱时就尽量的唱，题目就是储金，就是充电。
人都会面临种种的苦恼。当意外发生时，有唱题的人和没唱题的人会出现很明显的不同。 有唱题的人可以变毒为药，没唱题的人将堕入地狱的深渊。佛道修行中，最简单的事就是唱题，最困难的事也是常唱题。
高兴时唱题，悲伤时也唱题，挑战时候更要唱题。
人生一切活动的泉源就是唱题。这正是大圣人佛法的精髓！
在自己的生活或生命上有任何烦恼的话，何不堂堂地，悠悠地挑战百万遍的题目试试，亲身来体验看看，到底会有怎样的结果。因为证据胜过理论，只是空想会这样，会那样，毫无意义。
去跟御本尊谈。唱完题目时，全部将变毒为药，转变成福运。所以不管今天处在多么痛苦的境遇，按佛法的原理，咬紧牙关去奋战，将会拓展几倍，几十倍，几百倍的阔野，又走不下去时，再去拓展，如此周而复始。
那时，不可忘记题目！全部都可解决。但不好好唱题时，在漫长的人生里将会变得非常困恼。能够唱时就尽量的唱，题目就是储金，就是充电。
人都会面临种种的苦恼。当意外发生时，有唱题的人和没唱题的人会出现很明显的不同。 有唱题的人可以变毒为药，没唱题的人将堕入地狱的深渊。佛道修行中，最简单的事就是唱题，最困难的事也是常唱题。
高兴时唱题，悲伤时也唱题，挑战时候更要唱题。
人生一切活动的泉源就是唱题。这正是大圣人佛法的精髓！
伤人的 话语
话语比行为更能伤害人，因为话语不会消失，它们老是萦绕在人的脑海中，挥之不去，就像它刚刚说出来的时候一样（甚至更加）伤人的心。
身体的疼痛只会是一时的，刚开始可能疼得让人难以忍受，可它最终还是会消失，过了很久以后，我们回想起身体所受的伤害时，好像再也感受不到当初的那种痛苦了。然而，伤人的话与精神上的伤害紧紧相连，只要一想起那些让我们伤心的话，我们就会觉得感情又一次受到了伤害。
“不要说让你后悔的话！”这是一条多好的忠告，充满了睿智。爸爸教导我们一定要管住自己的嘴巴，不要说出伤人的话。
我们每一个人都应当为自己的言行负责。如果不好好管住自己的嘴巴，婚姻可能被一气之下脱口而出的话整个儿毁掉，家庭可能会因此而分崩离析，再也没法挽回。
说过的话如覆水难收。它们会一直停留在脑海中，时间也不能抹去这些话语造成的伤害。
word like a sword, its might use to protect people or hurt people.. so do be more careful when use it, don regret after spoken, because u already hurt the person who heard it.. be aware of this~ ^^
身体的疼痛只会是一时的，刚开始可能疼得让人难以忍受，可它最终还是会消失，过了很久以后，我们回想起身体所受的伤害时，好像再也感受不到当初的那种痛苦了。然而，伤人的话与精神上的伤害紧紧相连，只要一想起那些让我们伤心的话，我们就会觉得感情又一次受到了伤害。
“不要说让你后悔的话！”这是一条多好的忠告，充满了睿智。爸爸教导我们一定要管住自己的嘴巴，不要说出伤人的话。
我们每一个人都应当为自己的言行负责。如果不好好管住自己的嘴巴，婚姻可能被一气之下脱口而出的话整个儿毁掉，家庭可能会因此而分崩离析，再也没法挽回。
说过的话如覆水难收。它们会一直停留在脑海中，时间也不能抹去这些话语造成的伤害。
word like a sword, its might use to protect people or hurt people.. so do be more careful when use it, don regret after spoken, because u already hurt the person who heard it.. be aware of this~ ^^
sharing~
人的一生是奋斗的一生，如果失去了奋斗，生命就失去了意义，人生也缺少了激情。古语有云：“若非一番寒彻骨，哪得梅花扑鼻香。”因此，不经过一番傲霜立雪的艰苦奋斗，就无法开出娇艳的花朵，更结不出丰硕的果实。而不惧挑战勇于奋斗者，才能开辟出个人独具特色的道路，走向成功的殿堂！
西奥多•帕克是美国历史上颇具影响力的人物，为推动美国社会发展作出了巨大贡献。在美国，只要一提起“西奥多•帕克”这个名字，几乎是家喻户晓，妇孺皆知。然而，鲜为人知的是，他的奋斗历程比其他人都艰难。
西奥多•帕克是一边做农活，一边自学，最终考上哈佛大学的。由于家庭原因，在念大学的时候，他还得继续坚持自学。但是完成学业时，他的成绩比谁都出色。通过他的奋斗历程可以看出，他能够取得成功的一条重要原因，是因为他时刻争取机会。如果不是这样，他恐怕连书都读不到。
8月的一个下午，西奥多•帕克与父亲一起在地里做农活。帕克突然说：“爸爸，我想在明天参加哈佛大学一年一度的新生入学考试。”帕克的父亲是莱克星顿一位没多大本事的水车木匠，由于家里穷，他没能供儿子上学读书。为此，他感到十分惭愧。他知道，儿子虽然没能进学校读书，却一直在自学，而且非常用心，梦想有一天能考入一所名牌大学。一直以来，他很佩服也非常支持儿子的做法，但在经济上无法给予援助，于是答应这个要求。
第二天，帕克起得很早，风尘仆仆地走了10英里路，赶到了哈佛学院。一路走来，他回想着从小到大的读书经历。从8岁那年开始，他就因为家里穷失去了上学的机会。但是，他想方设法赚钱买书，或者借小伙伴的，抓紧时间来读。
他特别懂得珍惜时间，无论是在做活儿、玩耍，还是在走路，甚至睡觉的时候，他都一遍一遍地在脑海里默默地回忆和背诵学过的知识。最后，学过的所有知识都被他背得滚瓜烂熟，同时也十分透彻地理解了它们。
有一次，他在书店里看到一本好书。他非常渴望拥有它，于是在夏天的一个早上，背着箩筐来到原野里采摘浆果。然后，他把这些浆果送到波士顿去卖，用换来的钱买到了那本渴望已久的书。还有……
想到这些，帕克告诉自己：这次考试，只许成功，不准失败！后来揭榜那天，他果然名列前茅。当天回家，帕克把好消息告诉了父亲。“我的孩子，你真是好样的！”水车木匠拍手叫道，“可是，我没有钱供你到哈佛读书啊！”帕克笑着说：“爸爸，您不用担心。我不会搬到学校去住，只要利用家里的空闲时间来自学就够了。只要通过考试，我就能拿到一张学位证书。那样，什么都好办了！”
后来，帕克成功地做到了这一点，以优异的成绩回报了自己和支持他的亲人。
日月如梭，时光飞逝，当年读不起书的那个小男孩如今成为了一代风云人物。作为著名的废奴运动倡导者和社会改革家，作为国务卿西沃德、首席大法官蔡斯、著名参议员萨姆纳、著名教育家贺拉斯•曼、废奴协会主席温德尔•菲利普斯等人的密友和事业顾问，西奥多•帕克如今在整个美国的影响力是不可估量的。
直至今天，帕克回忆起童年在莱克星顿的岩石上和灌木丛中争分夺秒地刻苦学习的情景，仍会感到无限的温馨与快乐，同时也觉得无比的充实。
西奥多•帕克虽然家境贫寒、出身卑微，但他时刻不忘努力学习、开拓进取，利用一切机会进行创造，因此，他最终踏上了成功之路！
看到西奥多•帕克成功的例子，对于出生在当今时代，家庭环境无比优越的我们来说，又作何感想呢？努力拼搏吧，具备优越的条件并不是最大的优势，只有艰苦奋斗，努力争当生活中的霸者，我们才会有所建树，获得成功！
we are more fortunate than a lot of people out there, so stop complain n keep striving, one day, we confirm can achieve what we dream of if we are hard working enough.. remember, all great people also born with nothing, but they create every thing in their life. we might be nobody now, but we will be somebody one day!!!
西奥多•帕克是美国历史上颇具影响力的人物，为推动美国社会发展作出了巨大贡献。在美国，只要一提起“西奥多•帕克”这个名字，几乎是家喻户晓，妇孺皆知。然而，鲜为人知的是，他的奋斗历程比其他人都艰难。
西奥多•帕克是一边做农活，一边自学，最终考上哈佛大学的。由于家庭原因，在念大学的时候，他还得继续坚持自学。但是完成学业时，他的成绩比谁都出色。通过他的奋斗历程可以看出，他能够取得成功的一条重要原因，是因为他时刻争取机会。如果不是这样，他恐怕连书都读不到。
8月的一个下午，西奥多•帕克与父亲一起在地里做农活。帕克突然说：“爸爸，我想在明天参加哈佛大学一年一度的新生入学考试。”帕克的父亲是莱克星顿一位没多大本事的水车木匠，由于家里穷，他没能供儿子上学读书。为此，他感到十分惭愧。他知道，儿子虽然没能进学校读书，却一直在自学，而且非常用心，梦想有一天能考入一所名牌大学。一直以来，他很佩服也非常支持儿子的做法，但在经济上无法给予援助，于是答应这个要求。
第二天，帕克起得很早，风尘仆仆地走了10英里路，赶到了哈佛学院。一路走来，他回想着从小到大的读书经历。从8岁那年开始，他就因为家里穷失去了上学的机会。但是，他想方设法赚钱买书，或者借小伙伴的，抓紧时间来读。
他特别懂得珍惜时间，无论是在做活儿、玩耍，还是在走路，甚至睡觉的时候，他都一遍一遍地在脑海里默默地回忆和背诵学过的知识。最后，学过的所有知识都被他背得滚瓜烂熟，同时也十分透彻地理解了它们。
有一次，他在书店里看到一本好书。他非常渴望拥有它，于是在夏天的一个早上，背着箩筐来到原野里采摘浆果。然后，他把这些浆果送到波士顿去卖，用换来的钱买到了那本渴望已久的书。还有……
想到这些，帕克告诉自己：这次考试，只许成功，不准失败！后来揭榜那天，他果然名列前茅。当天回家，帕克把好消息告诉了父亲。“我的孩子，你真是好样的！”水车木匠拍手叫道，“可是，我没有钱供你到哈佛读书啊！”帕克笑着说：“爸爸，您不用担心。我不会搬到学校去住，只要利用家里的空闲时间来自学就够了。只要通过考试，我就能拿到一张学位证书。那样，什么都好办了！”
后来，帕克成功地做到了这一点，以优异的成绩回报了自己和支持他的亲人。
日月如梭，时光飞逝，当年读不起书的那个小男孩如今成为了一代风云人物。作为著名的废奴运动倡导者和社会改革家，作为国务卿西沃德、首席大法官蔡斯、著名参议员萨姆纳、著名教育家贺拉斯•曼、废奴协会主席温德尔•菲利普斯等人的密友和事业顾问，西奥多•帕克如今在整个美国的影响力是不可估量的。
直至今天，帕克回忆起童年在莱克星顿的岩石上和灌木丛中争分夺秒地刻苦学习的情景，仍会感到无限的温馨与快乐，同时也觉得无比的充实。
西奥多•帕克虽然家境贫寒、出身卑微，但他时刻不忘努力学习、开拓进取，利用一切机会进行创造，因此，他最终踏上了成功之路！
看到西奥多•帕克成功的例子，对于出生在当今时代，家庭环境无比优越的我们来说，又作何感想呢？努力拼搏吧，具备优越的条件并不是最大的优势，只有艰苦奋斗，努力争当生活中的霸者，我们才会有所建树，获得成功！
we are more fortunate than a lot of people out there, so stop complain n keep striving, one day, we confirm can achieve what we dream of if we are hard working enough.. remember, all great people also born with nothing, but they create every thing in their life. we might be nobody now, but we will be somebody one day!!!
2010年4月6日星期二
何谓清明？ ＝ 清澈明亮？
每到这个拜祭祖先的日子，我都会想起那个有趣的笑话：
你们知道阎王最讨厌谁吗？阎王啊，他最讨厌我们华人了～因为每每有拜祭的节日，我们就烧一大笔伪钞下冥府，让冥界的钱大大贬值，搞到阎王都头大！ ^^
好了，笑话就酱，真正我要讲的是，我们烧了这么多东西，到底先人有没有收到？先人都还没收到，我们的空气先一步污染了，未见其利，先见其弊。
千古名诗也得改一改了：清明时节烟纷纷，熏得路人眼难睁～
各国信仰文化的不一样，也有被我们参考的地方，西方国家的人不烧‘冥钱’，难道就说他们的祖先在冥界都很穷了？那冥界到底存不存在呢？这我们得好好的去思考，也见仁见智。
那清明不烧些金钱物质给祖先，我们清明干吗？清明节， 真正目的是为了让我们这些下一代后人缅怀先祖和提醒我们要饮水思源，感恩先人的贡献，扫扫墓，让活着的人尽些孝心，也从而让自己安心。现代，也有了让一家族人聚在一起的机会。
对我而言，只要达到以上的目的，其他都是多余的。烧再多的东西，也只让环境更污染而没有任何好处。人类对未知的东西，充满了恐惧，总编了许多故事来解释，让自己心安，对于死亡后的世界，人类一无所知，所以许多人宁愿迷信以前留传下来的故事，在科讯发达的今天，还愚昧的重复以前文化的弊病。只要多用逻辑思考，就不难发现许多我们一路来的迷信，在现今世界，只有弊无利。当然，要有视破迷信的能力，需要有广阔的心胸视野和正确的观念，这些都需要一个正确的宗教来磨炼我们。正确的宗教需要有可以教导我们以宇宙之大来看我们自己，以人本主义来看世界的基本条件～
你们知道阎王最讨厌谁吗？阎王啊，他最讨厌我们华人了～因为每每有拜祭的节日，我们就烧一大笔伪钞下冥府，让冥界的钱大大贬值，搞到阎王都头大！ ^^
好了，笑话就酱，真正我要讲的是，我们烧了这么多东西，到底先人有没有收到？先人都还没收到，我们的空气先一步污染了，未见其利，先见其弊。
千古名诗也得改一改了：清明时节烟纷纷，熏得路人眼难睁～
各国信仰文化的不一样，也有被我们参考的地方，西方国家的人不烧‘冥钱’，难道就说他们的祖先在冥界都很穷了？那冥界到底存不存在呢？这我们得好好的去思考，也见仁见智。
那清明不烧些金钱物质给祖先，我们清明干吗？清明节， 真正目的是为了让我们这些下一代后人缅怀先祖和提醒我们要饮水思源，感恩先人的贡献，扫扫墓，让活着的人尽些孝心，也从而让自己安心。现代，也有了让一家族人聚在一起的机会。
对我而言，只要达到以上的目的，其他都是多余的。烧再多的东西，也只让环境更污染而没有任何好处。人类对未知的东西，充满了恐惧，总编了许多故事来解释，让自己心安，对于死亡后的世界，人类一无所知，所以许多人宁愿迷信以前留传下来的故事，在科讯发达的今天，还愚昧的重复以前文化的弊病。只要多用逻辑思考，就不难发现许多我们一路来的迷信，在现今世界，只有弊无利。当然，要有视破迷信的能力，需要有广阔的心胸视野和正确的观念，这些都需要一个正确的宗教来磨炼我们。正确的宗教需要有可以教导我们以宇宙之大来看我们自己，以人本主义来看世界的基本条件～
2010年3月28日星期日
life Marathon..
just imagine if we all on the same marathon competition, not to compete who going to win this marathon but to compete with ourselves, try to breakthrough our limit..
i remember when i start this race, i only can walk slowly and there is a man and a woman walk with me and support me, those are our mom and dad, feel so fresh and so happy because i am new on this race, when i feel tired, either one of them will carry me with them, take care of what i worried, so i only concentrate on growing~
time flies, when we start to learn how to run and compete in this race, we start to make a lot of new friends, we are having fun in a big group, din really care what is there waiting for us in future or the end of this race. but what distressing is, we slowly forget those who support and carry us for the past track, they might not that strong any more, as we become stronger, they become older, very soon they cant even follow our foot step, do we really does care? some time may be.. but no matter what, one day, they have to leave this track, because they already complete their race.. so, is it we can quit too? unfortunately nope, our race haven finish yet..
in this race, there is so many different path and different type of people surrounding us, no matter what decision we made, there is always changes in the distance between we and others. we might left behind by those people who walk pass us when we rest, we might met some people then have to separate when we chosen different path, some special one might accompany us longer.. there is so many people which we can only see them once in our race, so here occur a word say: "timing", do appreciate those who met us on the right timing and right feeling, because the path in this race is like a maze, we dont know if we missed it, when we going to meet up or not at all..
slowly by getting longer on this race, we can see a lot of people giving up, quit, fall, stop, and lost.. although we dont even know what is the prize for complete this race, but we do know one thing clear, there is a terminus for every one.. so if we know clearly this is a fact, why some people choose give up earlier? why not we just make our race become more fun, make more friends and try more new things?
so, to all my dear friends, in a life marathon, there is always a terminus there, if we cant change it, then why not we change the process of our race? make it fun, make it amazing or fantastic~ ^^
at last, thanks for accompany me on this race~ :)
i remember when i start this race, i only can walk slowly and there is a man and a woman walk with me and support me, those are our mom and dad, feel so fresh and so happy because i am new on this race, when i feel tired, either one of them will carry me with them, take care of what i worried, so i only concentrate on growing~
time flies, when we start to learn how to run and compete in this race, we start to make a lot of new friends, we are having fun in a big group, din really care what is there waiting for us in future or the end of this race. but what distressing is, we slowly forget those who support and carry us for the past track, they might not that strong any more, as we become stronger, they become older, very soon they cant even follow our foot step, do we really does care? some time may be.. but no matter what, one day, they have to leave this track, because they already complete their race.. so, is it we can quit too? unfortunately nope, our race haven finish yet..
in this race, there is so many different path and different type of people surrounding us, no matter what decision we made, there is always changes in the distance between we and others. we might left behind by those people who walk pass us when we rest, we might met some people then have to separate when we chosen different path, some special one might accompany us longer.. there is so many people which we can only see them once in our race, so here occur a word say: "timing", do appreciate those who met us on the right timing and right feeling, because the path in this race is like a maze, we dont know if we missed it, when we going to meet up or not at all..
slowly by getting longer on this race, we can see a lot of people giving up, quit, fall, stop, and lost.. although we dont even know what is the prize for complete this race, but we do know one thing clear, there is a terminus for every one.. so if we know clearly this is a fact, why some people choose give up earlier? why not we just make our race become more fun, make more friends and try more new things?
so, to all my dear friends, in a life marathon, there is always a terminus there, if we cant change it, then why not we change the process of our race? make it fun, make it amazing or fantastic~ ^^
at last, thanks for accompany me on this race~ :)
2010年3月26日星期五
TNB to sue WWF over earth hour!
Take a look at the title...shocking? TNB wants to sue WWF over Earth Hour. Biggest joke ever. I used to kinda support TNB because they supply us the electric. Simple as that. Without electricity, i wont be able to online everyday and sleep with fans and lights to study. Now, after reading this news, i start to change my mind and take the other road instead.....
TNB president and CEO Dato’ Sri Che Khalib Mohd Noh said “So there’ll be more lights turned off. KL alone would be engulfed in darkness. Yes, sure, it may seem fun to some, running around in complete darkness. But that also means TNB would get less money. Tell me, what am I supposed to say to the kids of this electrical technician when we can’t give bonus this year?” asked Che Khalib, as he pointed to a TNB staff manning the lights for the Press conference. He added, “In light of such inconsiderate actions by these tree huggers, TNB has no choice but to take legal action against the Earth Hour organisers, WWF. We’ll wait for our accountants to come back with the loss figure after this year’s Earth Hour, and we plan to sue them for that same amount. We may even add a hundred million ringgit or so, to teach them a lesson.”“See this? See how ugly, gloomy and dark the last picture is? God knows how many people tripped over things and hurt themselves in the complete darkness, not to mention the number of bad people going around doing naughty things, knowing the authorities could not see them.
“Let’s reverse the order of these pictures this year, and fight for the rights to our lights,” continued Che Khalib. “Let’s unite as 1Malaysia, and tell these green terrorists that we will not go dark! We will not switch off! Let’s tell them that we love our lights!
Take a look at the bold words. I got to admit that i do think that some of the reasons given by the TNB CEO cannot be accepted. I support the Earth Hour campaign because i love the earth! We live in this earth, should do our part to embrace our world. I do not understand why TNB CEO is so money minded. They are the ones who supply the whole Malaysia the electricity and how much they earned already for these years! Not to forget, they are the ones who monopoly this ''business''. Those millions they lost mean nth to them. They just want to make a big fuss out of it. sigh. The most unbearable to read is the part where the CEO used the 1malaysia concept to urge all malaysians to not switch off the lights. By switching off the lights for 1 hour, we can save so much and also also to be able to cool down the earth temperature. The TNB CEO himself is staying in this very earth and dont you think that he is way too selfish to think bout the others? All he talked bout in his speech was money,money and money...revenue...loss....He added that with the 1 hour darkness, bad ppl will go around doing naughty things...Harlo..... Mr!! Even with the lights on, robbery, snatch thieves, killing etc all those criminal cases still happened. Please do not just give all those nonsense reasons just for the sake of saying them. What is wrong being someone who loves the mother nature? Is it stupid for us to support this campaign and also support WWF just because we have our own stands that we should protect our earth? Why cant he just put a side those money issue and start to think what have he really done to save our earth? Perhaps too money minded ppl might somehow destroy their own home......
* although it might be a fake news but i am still choose to believe it~ cz i really believe malaysian will do some stupid thing like this~ ^^ haha~
2010年3月23日星期二
上帝的延迟，并不是上帝的拒绝 ------林肯
有一个人，他在21岁时，做生意失败，22岁时，角逐州议员落选，24岁时，做生意再次失败，26岁时，爱侣去世。
27岁时，一度精神崩溃，34岁时，角逐联邦众议员落选，36岁时，角逐联邦众议员再度落选，45岁时，角逐联邦参议员落选。47岁时，提名副总统落选。
49岁时，角逐联邦参议员再度落选，52岁时，当选美国第十六任总统。
这个人就是林肯，因为他坚信上帝的延迟，并不是上帝的拒绝，因此能屡败屡战，最终成就非凡！
every one can make a different in this world, before u capable to achieve some thing, there is always a lot of obstacle block our way. only if u can stick to your path, believe in yourself, and keep striving to the end no matter how hard it is, then u will able to achieve what ever dreams u want!!! never give up dude, although u cant see the sun shine now, but the sun still there, u only need to wait till the dark cloud disappear~ ^^
27岁时，一度精神崩溃，34岁时，角逐联邦众议员落选，36岁时，角逐联邦众议员再度落选，45岁时，角逐联邦参议员落选。47岁时，提名副总统落选。
49岁时，角逐联邦参议员再度落选，52岁时，当选美国第十六任总统。
这个人就是林肯，因为他坚信上帝的延迟，并不是上帝的拒绝，因此能屡败屡战，最终成就非凡！
every one can make a different in this world, before u capable to achieve some thing, there is always a lot of obstacle block our way. only if u can stick to your path, believe in yourself, and keep striving to the end no matter how hard it is, then u will able to achieve what ever dreams u want!!! never give up dude, although u cant see the sun shine now, but the sun still there, u only need to wait till the dark cloud disappear~ ^^
“為何設皇委會查我？”‧安華感費解
（吉隆坡）國會反對黨領袖拿督斯里安華表示，他對巴西馬獨立議員依布拉欣阿里建議國會設立一個皇家調查委會調查他，感到費解。
他指出，全國總警長丹斯里慕沙哈山之前揭露有第三者插手警方內務，而國防部長拿督斯里阿末扎希也透露有軍官泄露國家情報機密，這些都是危害國家安全的課題。
“我很奇怪為何政府對這些課題沒有採取行動，包括國家面對的貪污、罪案，卻要設一個皇家調查委員會來調查我？”
安華週一（3月22日）在其他民聯領袖的陪同下在國會召開新聞發佈會。
詢及他的肛交案進展時，陪同出席記者會的公正黨總秘書賽夫丁指出，人民有權知道安華涉及的肛交案真相，所以即使黨印發小冊子派發給全民，也不至於被指藐視法庭。
他說，黨已印好了100萬份小冊子，內容根據吉隆坡中央醫院的3名醫生提供的醫藥報告。有關報告指沒有醫學證據證明賽夫的肛門有被插入的跡象。
詢及此舉會否造成藐視法庭，他表示，等有人挑起這課題再說。
【熱點新聞：國會專輯】
星洲日報‧2010.03.23
i don thk that d leaders of Malaysia nowadays know what they are doing.. wasting their time n our resources to investigate on some small issue which doesnt have any effect on helping our country economy or the people, they are trying to misdirect our focus and protecting their own fame and wealth~ i really cant tahan liao!!!
Malaysian is growing more clever day by day, but why those leaders still think they can fool us around like it used to be~ time is change, this is our Malaysia, not urs or whom, is belong to all Malaysian!!!
so if u want to be a good leader which all people support u, please show us some real action by understanding and reducing our living problems!!!
他指出，全國總警長丹斯里慕沙哈山之前揭露有第三者插手警方內務，而國防部長拿督斯里阿末扎希也透露有軍官泄露國家情報機密，這些都是危害國家安全的課題。
“我很奇怪為何政府對這些課題沒有採取行動，包括國家面對的貪污、罪案，卻要設一個皇家調查委員會來調查我？”
安華週一（3月22日）在其他民聯領袖的陪同下在國會召開新聞發佈會。
詢及他的肛交案進展時，陪同出席記者會的公正黨總秘書賽夫丁指出，人民有權知道安華涉及的肛交案真相，所以即使黨印發小冊子派發給全民，也不至於被指藐視法庭。
他說，黨已印好了100萬份小冊子，內容根據吉隆坡中央醫院的3名醫生提供的醫藥報告。有關報告指沒有醫學證據證明賽夫的肛門有被插入的跡象。
詢及此舉會否造成藐視法庭，他表示，等有人挑起這課題再說。
【熱點新聞：國會專輯】
星洲日報‧2010.03.23
i don thk that d leaders of Malaysia nowadays know what they are doing.. wasting their time n our resources to investigate on some small issue which doesnt have any effect on helping our country economy or the people, they are trying to misdirect our focus and protecting their own fame and wealth~ i really cant tahan liao!!!
Malaysian is growing more clever day by day, but why those leaders still think they can fool us around like it used to be~ time is change, this is our Malaysia, not urs or whom, is belong to all Malaysian!!!
so if u want to be a good leader which all people support u, please show us some real action by understanding and reducing our living problems!!!
2010年3月19日星期五
can we survive if we dont talk at all?
may be.. although experts said 93% of our communication is using non verbal, only 7% depends on verbal communication~ but still i will be crazy if i not allow to talk at all. only my own feeling, no offence for those really cant talk..
talking is to express our feeling and keep conversation flow around us~ do remember i am talking about conversation face to face, not chat online. i not felt any fun by chat online beside can know updates about our friends recent living, but still its like not a complete communication.. ><
face to face conversation is fun, we can see the changes on others movement and emotion ~ some friends who have talent to act even more entertaining~ ^^
but some how, talking to people we just meet for the first time, still need a lot of courage and skill, perhaps i can say i am trying hard to improve it, its necessary for me to master this skill in order to achieve my dreams~
wish all of u can also master skill of communication well, this will help to reduce a lot of unnecessary mistake and problems in our life~ good luck~
talking is to express our feeling and keep conversation flow around us~ do remember i am talking about conversation face to face, not chat online. i not felt any fun by chat online beside can know updates about our friends recent living, but still its like not a complete communication.. ><
face to face conversation is fun, we can see the changes on others movement and emotion ~ some friends who have talent to act even more entertaining~ ^^
but some how, talking to people we just meet for the first time, still need a lot of courage and skill, perhaps i can say i am trying hard to improve it, its necessary for me to master this skill in order to achieve my dreams~
wish all of u can also master skill of communication well, this will help to reduce a lot of unnecessary mistake and problems in our life~ good luck~
2010年3月17日星期三
mission of life..
2 days ago, a friend of my just pass away, just cant accept the news when chen wei call me on the afternoon.. although i know he had been suffer for cancer for quite some time, but still cant accept he leave us so sudden..
i know him on 2006 year end, in a acad v meeting, i remember that time i ask him to join gymnastic in our SGM, because he also join before at kedah. then we have a great chance to work together when there is a merdeka performance on 2007, he does help me a lot on that time, although he is honbu 1 member, but always help me to fetch my honbu 2 members, he always that nice n smile like a sunny guy. we were having a fun time on that performance~
we din meet up after he move back to kedah.. one day in end of 2008, i receive a call from chen wei that he in hospital penang because of cancer, i got no idea what is going on.. so directly go visit him in hospital, he got an tumor on his neck n condition become worst so need to stay in hospital, but he told me he had recover from a cancer before, so ask us don need to worry. i go to hospital accompany him few days, although i know he feel really pain some time, but he always relief me by telling me he is alright. he is a tough guy, i feel so sad when i cant do any thing else to help him. he have once tell me he wan to give up already, because there is too suffer, not only for himself and also people around him,i donno what to tell him beside encourage him to chant..
since then, we only met once on hai long wedding dinner on last year end, he seem alright and i tell him i will go find him when i pay a visit to kedah, but this become the last word i talk to him. now every thing only become memory..
we die because of mission of our life is accomplish? may be.. but i believe sao gang still have a lot of dreams haven accomplish in his life, but his does influence a lot of people to become toughen..
miss u always, sao gang! our buddha..
i know him on 2006 year end, in a acad v meeting, i remember that time i ask him to join gymnastic in our SGM, because he also join before at kedah. then we have a great chance to work together when there is a merdeka performance on 2007, he does help me a lot on that time, although he is honbu 1 member, but always help me to fetch my honbu 2 members, he always that nice n smile like a sunny guy. we were having a fun time on that performance~
we din meet up after he move back to kedah.. one day in end of 2008, i receive a call from chen wei that he in hospital penang because of cancer, i got no idea what is going on.. so directly go visit him in hospital, he got an tumor on his neck n condition become worst so need to stay in hospital, but he told me he had recover from a cancer before, so ask us don need to worry. i go to hospital accompany him few days, although i know he feel really pain some time, but he always relief me by telling me he is alright. he is a tough guy, i feel so sad when i cant do any thing else to help him. he have once tell me he wan to give up already, because there is too suffer, not only for himself and also people around him,i donno what to tell him beside encourage him to chant..
since then, we only met once on hai long wedding dinner on last year end, he seem alright and i tell him i will go find him when i pay a visit to kedah, but this become the last word i talk to him. now every thing only become memory..
we die because of mission of our life is accomplish? may be.. but i believe sao gang still have a lot of dreams haven accomplish in his life, but his does influence a lot of people to become toughen..
miss u always, sao gang! our buddha..
2010年3月9日星期二
future
i don know since when i start to think of my future.. i have think, worried, predicted, plan on future, but if future is unpredictable, then why am i doing all of these? is it i think too much? worried too much?
some time its really confusing, and most of the time, i feel upset of staying in a position between future n past.. gosh.. i want to know my future no so damn much, because my past keep telling me i am a loser, i always messed thing up. but i really try hard to change, to improve~ why cant i own a better future, right? feel so lost, i thought i know where n what i should do n achieve, but its really feel uncomfortable when i am going to make those moves.. first step is hard, i really hope the others can be easier.
when i getting older, i start to worry more before making any decision, not really scared of failure, but i really do afraid that i don hv much time to turn back after made wrong decision, may be i can give it a try, but i know i don have much bullets left for try shot, if i miss those, i might not have chance to go for my dream any more. its horrible when think of failure..
any way, life march on, i have no idea what will going to be in future, i only can do now is do the best i can, strive with no regret! gosh~ failure! fuck off! nothing stop me to achieve what i want!
some time its really confusing, and most of the time, i feel upset of staying in a position between future n past.. gosh.. i want to know my future no so damn much, because my past keep telling me i am a loser, i always messed thing up. but i really try hard to change, to improve~ why cant i own a better future, right? feel so lost, i thought i know where n what i should do n achieve, but its really feel uncomfortable when i am going to make those moves.. first step is hard, i really hope the others can be easier.
when i getting older, i start to worry more before making any decision, not really scared of failure, but i really do afraid that i don hv much time to turn back after made wrong decision, may be i can give it a try, but i know i don have much bullets left for try shot, if i miss those, i might not have chance to go for my dream any more. its horrible when think of failure..
any way, life march on, i have no idea what will going to be in future, i only can do now is do the best i can, strive with no regret! gosh~ failure! fuck off! nothing stop me to achieve what i want!
2010年3月8日星期一
men's rhythmic gymnastic
after practicing gymnastic for some time, start to love this sport. from the beginning i am just learn it because i like sport, for performance and i wish i can teach my members in my society. after quite some time i into this field, i start to feel glad that i have chance to train this sport~
gymnastic is not that similar to other sport, its require a lot of balancing and control of our body. using whole body muscle and flexibility to do some stunt.. and its really need a lot of strength doing those move~
men's rhythmic gymnastic is a new group competition for men's gymnast~ its require all skill in gymnastic, some dance move and whole routine is following music~ its fun and will be a great performance after we mastered it, n which i feel suit us for future development. we have been through a few training after the we asking our gymnastic coach train us for tat, its new n tough, using few different part of muscle which we not used it often in daily life, so its kindna tough when beginning, the muscle-ache after training will remain few days. besides, doing skill and move with music rhythm is hard n tiring..
although it is so tough, but i know all these will worthwhile when we realize our improvement in future~ we even got chance to go japan for competition if we are good enough, and we can be the first batch who bring up this sport in Malaysia ~ its fun when we have a lot of unknown challenges waiting us in future~ mystery make life unpredictable and fun~ ^^
gymnastic is not that similar to other sport, its require a lot of balancing and control of our body. using whole body muscle and flexibility to do some stunt.. and its really need a lot of strength doing those move~
men's rhythmic gymnastic is a new group competition for men's gymnast~ its require all skill in gymnastic, some dance move and whole routine is following music~ its fun and will be a great performance after we mastered it, n which i feel suit us for future development. we have been through a few training after the we asking our gymnastic coach train us for tat, its new n tough, using few different part of muscle which we not used it often in daily life, so its kindna tough when beginning, the muscle-ache after training will remain few days. besides, doing skill and move with music rhythm is hard n tiring..
although it is so tough, but i know all these will worthwhile when we realize our improvement in future~ we even got chance to go japan for competition if we are good enough, and we can be the first batch who bring up this sport in Malaysia ~ its fun when we have a lot of unknown challenges waiting us in future~ mystery make life unpredictable and fun~ ^^
2010年3月7日星期日
girl
there is so much fun when looking at a pretty girl for a guy~
jz met a girl which i met few years ago in a gathering, phew~ she change a lot, not really the exterior i mean, its the feeling when i saw her. can say that now she know how to take care of her appearance n become more femininity.. cool~ this is y people always say:" girl will change after grow up~"
i think this is so true~ but really feel happy that many girls nowadays know how to make themselves become more charm, do u know how joyful we are when guy have chances to look at pretty girl?
i am not saying guy only like pretty girl.. i mean some how we are created to use our eye more than our brain~~ sorry for girls, we used to judge girl by their appearance at first. ^^
but i really agree with a quote: there is no ugly women in this world, only have lazy women. :)
jz met a girl which i met few years ago in a gathering, phew~ she change a lot, not really the exterior i mean, its the feeling when i saw her. can say that now she know how to take care of her appearance n become more femininity.. cool~ this is y people always say:" girl will change after grow up~"
i think this is so true~ but really feel happy that many girls nowadays know how to make themselves become more charm, do u know how joyful we are when guy have chances to look at pretty girl?
i am not saying guy only like pretty girl.. i mean some how we are created to use our eye more than our brain~~ sorry for girls, we used to judge girl by their appearance at first. ^^
but i really agree with a quote: there is no ugly women in this world, only have lazy women. :)
2010年3月6日星期六
don become a robot!!!
last night having a gathering with a bunch of high school students, from the meet, i found out that most of the students nowadays afraid of speaking and share their ideas in public..
we as organizer, we which to organize a meeting which is joyful, relax, having two way conversation and knowledge sharing in between us (old generation) n those high school students (new generation), but out of my expectation, most of them are really shy to talk.. of cause i know its hard to bring out the courage to share our thought in public, but i really hope to train up a bunch of youth which really can make it, having self determination n develop thought or thinking which belong to their own. not some robot which create by our lousy education system..
most of thoughts n behavior we hv today too reliable n influence by our culture, education n experience in the past. this affect the teenager now dont even know wat they want in their life, we live a life not we wanted, is a life wat the society n others want us to live, dont u feel this is pity? dont u ever think about it? why? why we cant have our own lovely life we want? why we need to concern so much of others sight of view?
back to the topic, so why public sharing so horrible?
we ourselves is the one who make sharing in public so horrible. we have no confident on our thoughts, we always judge before we tell others our idea, we scare people will criticize us, people dislike or disagree our thought. hey! u will never know unless u speak it out~!!! so why haven fight for it, already made a prediction on the result?
doesnt matter who is around u, they are elder or professional, is not important, sharing is to tell others your thoughts, there is no another 'you' in this world with same face n thinking, u might have some knowledge others dont know, or u have ur own sight of view which is particularly own by u~
so don be a robot~ u must think wat u want, wat u need, wat u gonna do.. not other ask u to talk this u talk this, others tell u to think like this, u just follow.. ends up, u become another him or her.
copy n paste learning wont create a human mind, only program u become a robot! remember, live ur own life!!!
we as organizer, we which to organize a meeting which is joyful, relax, having two way conversation and knowledge sharing in between us (old generation) n those high school students (new generation), but out of my expectation, most of them are really shy to talk.. of cause i know its hard to bring out the courage to share our thought in public, but i really hope to train up a bunch of youth which really can make it, having self determination n develop thought or thinking which belong to their own. not some robot which create by our lousy education system..
most of thoughts n behavior we hv today too reliable n influence by our culture, education n experience in the past. this affect the teenager now dont even know wat they want in their life, we live a life not we wanted, is a life wat the society n others want us to live, dont u feel this is pity? dont u ever think about it? why? why we cant have our own lovely life we want? why we need to concern so much of others sight of view?
back to the topic, so why public sharing so horrible?
we ourselves is the one who make sharing in public so horrible. we have no confident on our thoughts, we always judge before we tell others our idea, we scare people will criticize us, people dislike or disagree our thought. hey! u will never know unless u speak it out~!!! so why haven fight for it, already made a prediction on the result?
doesnt matter who is around u, they are elder or professional, is not important, sharing is to tell others your thoughts, there is no another 'you' in this world with same face n thinking, u might have some knowledge others dont know, or u have ur own sight of view which is particularly own by u~
so don be a robot~ u must think wat u want, wat u need, wat u gonna do.. not other ask u to talk this u talk this, others tell u to think like this, u just follow.. ends up, u become another him or her.
copy n paste learning wont create a human mind, only program u become a robot! remember, live ur own life!!!
2010年2月17日星期三
mankind
this post not represent all man in this world, i only express my feeling toward myself.. ^^
when i saw a pretty girl, i hope i can be her boy friend(almost every time~ ) if i didn't take any action to further our relationship, we (almost every time) become friends... then i will meet another pretty one which i can forget about the past n try to be 'friend' with her again~ this cycle never end..
i know courage always play a big role here.. but i tends to forget it when face to face meeting with girls.. love is blind, so i become blind when i feel i am falling in love with some one, but who will going to love a guy with closing eye.. gosh~
conclusion, i fail because i meet, then i think n think n think n think n no action.. so i try to meet another one, then i think again, think again n donno how to take action...
so to avoid this bad cycle continue, i should meet, then don think, just action, action n action~ haha~ then i think love not only make people blind n also making a lot of fool like me~ ^^ haha~
when i saw a pretty girl, i hope i can be her boy friend(almost every time~ ) if i didn't take any action to further our relationship, we (almost every time) become friends... then i will meet another pretty one which i can forget about the past n try to be 'friend' with her again~ this cycle never end..
i know courage always play a big role here.. but i tends to forget it when face to face meeting with girls.. love is blind, so i become blind when i feel i am falling in love with some one, but who will going to love a guy with closing eye.. gosh~
conclusion, i fail because i meet, then i think n think n think n think n no action.. so i try to meet another one, then i think again, think again n donno how to take action...
so to avoid this bad cycle continue, i should meet, then don think, just action, action n action~ haha~ then i think love not only make people blind n also making a lot of fool like me~ ^^ haha~
gamble
CNY.. always is the best time to meet up with all frenz n gambling, after few days for keep on gamble, i totally feel sick about it.. i hate gambling with friends~!!!
gamble is a game which dig out our greedy desire, all people become selfish n greedy, gambling with friends is even worst.. because wining friends money make us feel bad, losing to them make us feel worst.. so there is still no win win situation..
for me, gambling always is fun where in the progress, when heart beats increase, when all people start involve in, when there is no way we got to know is it we can win next round, the curiosity toward the unknown result~ there is always so fun when we doesn't know what will happen next~
at last, hate gambling with friends + gambling amount is too small~!!! there is no way i going to gambling with only RM0.10 bet on the table!!! this is wasting my time~ actually i just experience it, and this cost me 3 hours to lose around a ringgit.. its not only waste my time, my energy, my concentration, and this no point at all~
gamble is a game which dig out our greedy desire, all people become selfish n greedy, gambling with friends is even worst.. because wining friends money make us feel bad, losing to them make us feel worst.. so there is still no win win situation..
for me, gambling always is fun where in the progress, when heart beats increase, when all people start involve in, when there is no way we got to know is it we can win next round, the curiosity toward the unknown result~ there is always so fun when we doesn't know what will happen next~
at last, hate gambling with friends + gambling amount is too small~!!! there is no way i going to gambling with only RM0.10 bet on the table!!! this is wasting my time~ actually i just experience it, and this cost me 3 hours to lose around a ringgit.. its not only waste my time, my energy, my concentration, and this no point at all~
che 3 outing~
every year eh che 3, we fix to have a CL team outing~ ( CL = cheng lan) this year ofcz nth change, we go again for bukit merah~ but this time we go earlier than last year, unexpected is CL master oso reach our gather spot on time, because he is the one last year late almost 3 hours to find stupid contact lens shop on che 3~
so we have plenty of time to enjoy all water sport there, this year is different, we invite those CL girls to join us oso~ really different~ some time, gathering n outing will be more fun when having girls around~ (dont say i am chi ko, but this is my and all man's real feeling!!!) ^^
actually i had a stupid desire to met a girl which i met last year in here, bukit merah.. last year i didnt really take action to take her contact, this really do bother me a while.. haih..
but any way, this time the trip is more fun after all~ i play crazily with all those CL guy~
i wonder if i n a girl become good frenz de, izzit i lose the chance to chase her n ask her become my girlfriend? may be LOVE need timing, i missed it last time, now she no longer can be mine.. so sad.. when i look at her, i always question myself, y i didnt take any action last time, why? beside regret, what can i do? i am really a loser in relationship..
keep thinking of her, since meet up with her again.. haih, feel so headache now.. hate the feeling when i miss some one who didnt know and miss me.. may be some one is right, why start it if it wont hv any result..
tired + sad T.T
so we have plenty of time to enjoy all water sport there, this year is different, we invite those CL girls to join us oso~ really different~ some time, gathering n outing will be more fun when having girls around~ (dont say i am chi ko, but this is my and all man's real feeling!!!) ^^
actually i had a stupid desire to met a girl which i met last year in here, bukit merah.. last year i didnt really take action to take her contact, this really do bother me a while.. haih..
but any way, this time the trip is more fun after all~ i play crazily with all those CL guy~
i wonder if i n a girl become good frenz de, izzit i lose the chance to chase her n ask her become my girlfriend? may be LOVE need timing, i missed it last time, now she no longer can be mine.. so sad.. when i look at her, i always question myself, y i didnt take any action last time, why? beside regret, what can i do? i am really a loser in relationship..
keep thinking of her, since meet up with her again.. haih, feel so headache now.. hate the feeling when i miss some one who didnt know and miss me.. may be some one is right, why start it if it wont hv any result..
tired + sad T.T
2010年2月14日星期日
Chinese new year~
feel so different this year~ for all of u, although nothing much different compare to previous CNY, but for me, CNY become a celebration which i can meet up with all old buddy who not living or working in pg, really happy to hv fun again with all of them~ may be is because old de, so start to appreciate the moment meeting our old friends..
or may be after grow up n working de, so very hard to hv chance to meet up, so really appreciate every moment meet up with them..
feel so relax now, first day of CNY~ after last few night of crazy celebration with friends~ finally can rest n stay at home de..
just now my brother ask me when wanna go my relative there 'pai nian'? i donno how to replay him.. because i really lazy to go out la... feel tired to move my ass out of the chair infront of my computer... hehe.. so weird, izzit ang pow no longer attract me? cham.. ><
plan to rest in 1st n 2nd days in CNY, then start to hv all activities with friends until week end~ cant wait for tat~ ^^
or may be after grow up n working de, so very hard to hv chance to meet up, so really appreciate every moment meet up with them..
feel so relax now, first day of CNY~ after last few night of crazy celebration with friends~ finally can rest n stay at home de..
just now my brother ask me when wanna go my relative there 'pai nian'? i donno how to replay him.. because i really lazy to go out la... feel tired to move my ass out of the chair infront of my computer... hehe.. so weird, izzit ang pow no longer attract me? cham.. ><
plan to rest in 1st n 2nd days in CNY, then start to hv all activities with friends until week end~ cant wait for tat~ ^^
2010年1月17日星期日
awaken~
although been through a lot of things in past few years, but i still not satisfy with the outcome, 'i can be much more better than that' this thought is always pop up in my mind these days~
in just a blink of eye, i am now living in the year 2010~ this year is really a meaningful year which i really don't want to waste it.. i always defeated by my laziness in the past few years, now is time to 'wake up', life is that short which i cant afford to lose any more time on it..
this year need to strictly achieve my personal revolution and go all out to challenge every single challenges which i will meet~!!! this is the year for me to write down my first victory report, and its the beginning for every years victory~!!!
if we want to gain victory in every single moment, we need to defeat n control our biggest enemy in our life! which is we ourselves, only by overcome our weak points then only can say we already succeed! ^^
lets make full use of every second in year 2010, so we will have no regret and the happiest year ever~!!! gambateh!!!
in just a blink of eye, i am now living in the year 2010~ this year is really a meaningful year which i really don't want to waste it.. i always defeated by my laziness in the past few years, now is time to 'wake up', life is that short which i cant afford to lose any more time on it..
this year need to strictly achieve my personal revolution and go all out to challenge every single challenges which i will meet~!!! this is the year for me to write down my first victory report, and its the beginning for every years victory~!!!
if we want to gain victory in every single moment, we need to defeat n control our biggest enemy in our life! which is we ourselves, only by overcome our weak points then only can say we already succeed! ^^
lets make full use of every second in year 2010, so we will have no regret and the happiest year ever~!!! gambateh!!!
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