自负，一般上是用来贬低人的用词，我一路以来，对于那些自大而目中无人的人，特别讨厌！自负这词更是我时常用于诋毁一些过于自大的人。
今天，我遇见了一个即自负而我又不讨厌的人，他就是我的gymnastic的教练。初次见面，他就让我心里想：“这人好自负”。不过，在明白了他的实力后，我反而觉得他自负的有道理～ ^^因为他证明了他有实力自大。
自负这个词用在他身上，反而可以解释成， ‘不断的磨炼和经历，使他对于自己充满自信，所以自负。’ 是不是变成了褒义词了？
我们时常讲人家自大，我们有否想过，人家凭什么？凭的不就是他曾经付出比人家多的努力，汗水，吃了比人家多的苦，造就了一个比自己还大的自信。我突然觉得，讲人家自大的人，原来是在妒嫉，妒嫉人家拥有自大的本事，怨恨自己原来没有一样的本事可以自大。。。
这就是人的本性，永远只看到和寻找别人的缺点，而没有反省自己， 也不愿意承任自己有任何的缺点。。。
～战士～
2009年9月6日星期日
夜生活
白天，是我们大家都熟悉的。但是，大家有没有对另一个我们都不熟悉的夜晚而感到好奇？
我从小就非常好奇，为什么大人们总是把夜晚所发生的事，讲成坏事。打架，闹事，许多罪案的发生，都是在夜晚。甚至，鬼怪之谈，吓唬小孩的传说都以夜晚为背景。让夜晚蒙上了一层神秘的薄纱，也许就因为这个原因，有许多人喜爱探索神秘的夜晚可以带来的刺激。
不知是不是夜晚释放了人们的心灵，有许多人在夜晚会变成另外一个人，在夜店内，就聚集了一班在早上循规蹈矩，而在夜晚借酒精麻醉和强劲音浪来释放压力～蒙蒙胧胧的意识，让我们暂时逃离现时的枷锁，工作的压力，感情的束缚，失去的痛苦。。。
酒入愁肠愁更愁，有谁不懂呢？但是，又有多少人能不借酒消愁呢？醉，或许不是解决烦恼的好办法，但无可否认，对某些人，醉，是没有办法中的办法。
逃避现时，那太容易了。但，问题究竟解决了吗？没有，一点也没有。逃避，只是暂时把烦恼放下，只有面对，坦然的面对问题，才是解决问题的方法。
世人，醒醒吧！有那个夜晚是不会过去的？夜晚过去了，黎明还不是会再来？
～战士～
我从小就非常好奇，为什么大人们总是把夜晚所发生的事，讲成坏事。打架，闹事，许多罪案的发生，都是在夜晚。甚至，鬼怪之谈，吓唬小孩的传说都以夜晚为背景。让夜晚蒙上了一层神秘的薄纱，也许就因为这个原因，有许多人喜爱探索神秘的夜晚可以带来的刺激。
不知是不是夜晚释放了人们的心灵，有许多人在夜晚会变成另外一个人，在夜店内，就聚集了一班在早上循规蹈矩，而在夜晚借酒精麻醉和强劲音浪来释放压力～蒙蒙胧胧的意识，让我们暂时逃离现时的枷锁，工作的压力，感情的束缚，失去的痛苦。。。
酒入愁肠愁更愁，有谁不懂呢？但是，又有多少人能不借酒消愁呢？醉，或许不是解决烦恼的好办法，但无可否认，对某些人，醉，是没有办法中的办法。
逃避现时，那太容易了。但，问题究竟解决了吗？没有，一点也没有。逃避，只是暂时把烦恼放下，只有面对，坦然的面对问题，才是解决问题的方法。
世人，醒醒吧！有那个夜晚是不会过去的？夜晚过去了，黎明还不是会再来？
～战士～
2009年8月2日星期日
a mentor of life
Wat is a mentor of life?
Why we need one?
Do we need a mentor of life?
Is it important?
Why we cant just create or live on our own self?
There is too many question which we cant give an answer to.. And perhaps some don’t even have an exact answer for, so we keep finding, by what ever we can learn from history and researches which have been done..
A mentor is to guide, to teach, to tell, to share, to give.. From the first day we begin when first time we open up our eye to see this world, we start to learn and keep searching for answer, “why” is the word which we think the most in our life. ‘Curious’ bring us along, keep us trying and never give up for living, because we keep digging to know more about this world, from day one onward, all of us, make no different, we share the same world, we keep trying on finding the same answer for ‘why we are here?’..
So a mentor is important to keep human kind improving and keep growing, because they keep transfer the knowledge and experience by generation. We learn from teacher, from books which wrote by others, from natural, every thing seem like our mentor.. A mentor is so important to us, he shortens up the path of learning, he helping us to get that knowledge which we want faster, and he led us to the right path of life. But all these, only come if u got a right mentor of life~
Does u have or found ur mentor of life? Who u can reliable on whole hearted and follow his guidance through out ur whole life. He will be a great leader who lead u to the right path~ he is a teacher for life, who teach u how to live a great life and found ur own mission of life, plus he not only teaching, he was applying what he believe. He also act like the closest one to u, like ur father, all he want is to make sure u grow and walking the right path, some time, he is very strict, to make sure u realize what u have done is wrong, but most of the time he care about u more than he care about himself.
To me, I already found my mentor of life who I am going to follow and respect whole hearted with my life. A great guy name Daisaku Ikeda, who I call Ikeda sensei, spending his life to work on world peace, form up a nation wide society SGI, his guidance help and support millions of people life each day, he is the one who make miracle happen. I am glad that I have a chance to be a disciple of him, he is using his life and all he done to told the whole world how a normal person can do if he want, I have no doubt that I am going to follow and achieve our belief! My mentor, will always in my heart. His teaching will always in my mind. His belief, is always mine belief~
Why we need one?
Do we need a mentor of life?
Is it important?
Why we cant just create or live on our own self?
There is too many question which we cant give an answer to.. And perhaps some don’t even have an exact answer for, so we keep finding, by what ever we can learn from history and researches which have been done..
A mentor is to guide, to teach, to tell, to share, to give.. From the first day we begin when first time we open up our eye to see this world, we start to learn and keep searching for answer, “why” is the word which we think the most in our life. ‘Curious’ bring us along, keep us trying and never give up for living, because we keep digging to know more about this world, from day one onward, all of us, make no different, we share the same world, we keep trying on finding the same answer for ‘why we are here?’..
So a mentor is important to keep human kind improving and keep growing, because they keep transfer the knowledge and experience by generation. We learn from teacher, from books which wrote by others, from natural, every thing seem like our mentor.. A mentor is so important to us, he shortens up the path of learning, he helping us to get that knowledge which we want faster, and he led us to the right path of life. But all these, only come if u got a right mentor of life~
Does u have or found ur mentor of life? Who u can reliable on whole hearted and follow his guidance through out ur whole life. He will be a great leader who lead u to the right path~ he is a teacher for life, who teach u how to live a great life and found ur own mission of life, plus he not only teaching, he was applying what he believe. He also act like the closest one to u, like ur father, all he want is to make sure u grow and walking the right path, some time, he is very strict, to make sure u realize what u have done is wrong, but most of the time he care about u more than he care about himself.
To me, I already found my mentor of life who I am going to follow and respect whole hearted with my life. A great guy name Daisaku Ikeda, who I call Ikeda sensei, spending his life to work on world peace, form up a nation wide society SGI, his guidance help and support millions of people life each day, he is the one who make miracle happen. I am glad that I have a chance to be a disciple of him, he is using his life and all he done to told the whole world how a normal person can do if he want, I have no doubt that I am going to follow and achieve our belief! My mentor, will always in my heart. His teaching will always in my mind. His belief, is always mine belief~
a mentor of life
Wat is a mentor of life?
Why we need one?
Do we need a mentor of life?
Is it important?
Why we cant just create or live on our own self?
There is too many question which we cant give an answer to.. And perhaps some don’t even have an exact answer for, so we keep finding, by what ever we can learn from history and researches which have been done..
A mentor is to guide, to teach, to tell, to share, to give.. From the first day we begin when first time we open up our eye to see this world, we start to learn and keep searching for answer, “why” is the word which we think the most in our life. ‘Curious’ bring us along, keep us trying and never give up for living, because we keep digging to know more about this world, from day one onward, all of us, make no different, we share the same world, we keep trying on finding the same answer for ‘why we are here?’..
So a mentor is important to keep human kind improving and keep growing, because they keep transfer the knowledge and experience by generation. We learn from teacher, from books which wrote by others, from natural, every thing seem like our mentor.. A mentor is so important to us, he shortens up the path of learning, he helping us to get that knowledge which we want faster, and he led us to the right path of life. But all these, only come if u got a right mentor of life~
Does u have or found ur mentor of life? Who u can reliable on whole hearted and follow his guidance through out ur whole life. He will be a great leader who lead u to the right path~ he is a teacher for life, who teach u how to live a great life and found ur own mission of life, plus he not only teaching, he was applying what he believe. He also act like the closest one to u, like ur father, all he want is to make sure u grow and walking the right path, some time, he is very strict, to make sure u realize what u have done is wrong, but most of the time he care about u more than he care about himself.
To me, I already found my mentor of life who I am going to follow and respect whole hearted with my life. A great guy name Daisaku Ikeda, who I call Ikeda sensei, spending his life to work on world peace, form up a nation wide society SGI, his guidance help and support millions of people life each day, he is the one who make miracle happen. I am glad that I have a chance to be a disciple of him, he is using his life and all he done to told the whole world how a normal person can do if he want, I have no doubt that I am going to follow and achieve our belief! My mentor, will always in my heart. His teaching will always in my mind. His belief, is always mine belief~
Why we need one?
Do we need a mentor of life?
Is it important?
Why we cant just create or live on our own self?
There is too many question which we cant give an answer to.. And perhaps some don’t even have an exact answer for, so we keep finding, by what ever we can learn from history and researches which have been done..
A mentor is to guide, to teach, to tell, to share, to give.. From the first day we begin when first time we open up our eye to see this world, we start to learn and keep searching for answer, “why” is the word which we think the most in our life. ‘Curious’ bring us along, keep us trying and never give up for living, because we keep digging to know more about this world, from day one onward, all of us, make no different, we share the same world, we keep trying on finding the same answer for ‘why we are here?’..
So a mentor is important to keep human kind improving and keep growing, because they keep transfer the knowledge and experience by generation. We learn from teacher, from books which wrote by others, from natural, every thing seem like our mentor.. A mentor is so important to us, he shortens up the path of learning, he helping us to get that knowledge which we want faster, and he led us to the right path of life. But all these, only come if u got a right mentor of life~
Does u have or found ur mentor of life? Who u can reliable on whole hearted and follow his guidance through out ur whole life. He will be a great leader who lead u to the right path~ he is a teacher for life, who teach u how to live a great life and found ur own mission of life, plus he not only teaching, he was applying what he believe. He also act like the closest one to u, like ur father, all he want is to make sure u grow and walking the right path, some time, he is very strict, to make sure u realize what u have done is wrong, but most of the time he care about u more than he care about himself.
To me, I already found my mentor of life who I am going to follow and respect whole hearted with my life. A great guy name Daisaku Ikeda, who I call Ikeda sensei, spending his life to work on world peace, form up a nation wide society SGI, his guidance help and support millions of people life each day, he is the one who make miracle happen. I am glad that I have a chance to be a disciple of him, he is using his life and all he done to told the whole world how a normal person can do if he want, I have no doubt that I am going to follow and achieve our belief! My mentor, will always in my heart. His teaching will always in my mind. His belief, is always mine belief~
2009年7月26日星期日
hobby~
every one will have more than a hobby in our life, some people like sport or some things involve more movement and more excitement, some like reading and doing some things more polite. no matter how, i feel hobby is so great when we actually learn and growing while we try our best to do it. hobby really help up, when we have some free time but dont even know what to do.. while doing some thg we like and learn up a skill and can help us to become healthier!
i have a lot of hobby but mostly needed a lot of energy n movement. i like sport, every sport, i like to learn n i like to explore more about it! when i am still a small kid, i already like hiking, run around n i really like to move a lot. then i start playing football, soon i learn basketball, volley ball, badminton n etc.. then i learn swimming,then i have a chance to learn dancing too, but my body seem not so talented in dance, but i try, i try very hard to practice n learn, and i believe every things in this world is posible for us to learn up, its just a matter of time. so i use around 2 years to learn n finally i can dance~!! :) its happy when we achieve some thing that we are not even think we can do it, the process is difficult, but the joy is awesome~ and by learning up a skill through hardship, its confirm we will never lose this skill again! so never give up when u dont know how to do a thing, you will regret one day if you live long enough..
i also join soft gym (mean gymnastic) for 5 years de, from a noob until i know some basic move in gymnastic, its not an easy process, go through a lot of pain and disappointment, fall down thousand of times, but a spirit needed is to stand up and try again, the success is on its way if we keep trying! so i wont let myself easily give up on some thing i wish to learn, because i believe although we are nobody today, with the spirit that never give up and keep improving every day! we going to be somebody one day!
since i was 5 years old,i am really adnire those people who can draw pretty drawing, because i really not good in it, i dont even can draw a proper circle when i reach age of 10. but i learn when people drawing, i stand a side and observe, then i try to draw myself, one time, second, third.... i dont even remember how many time i have practice drawing on my own.. finally i feel sactisfy with my own drawing skill at age of 17. its not easy huh? using almost 12 years to learn a skill.. if i give on the half way, then today i might lose this talent forever, i will never think i can draw in my life.. luckily i try n try n try.. i cannot let myself to give up if i didnt trying my best, because i know i might regret one day in future..
although i have learn up a lot of skill till now, but i also let go a lot of chances i can learn some things new. i know the path in life still a long way to go, we will never know the knowledge and the skill we learn up today, is it we will going to need in future, but what we can do now is try our best to learn most of the things base on our capability, so my dear friends~ never under estimate what you capable to do, and never easily give up on some thing you want to achieve, never stop until the last second~!!! :)
i have a lot of hobby but mostly needed a lot of energy n movement. i like sport, every sport, i like to learn n i like to explore more about it! when i am still a small kid, i already like hiking, run around n i really like to move a lot. then i start playing football, soon i learn basketball, volley ball, badminton n etc.. then i learn swimming,then i have a chance to learn dancing too, but my body seem not so talented in dance, but i try, i try very hard to practice n learn, and i believe every things in this world is posible for us to learn up, its just a matter of time. so i use around 2 years to learn n finally i can dance~!! :) its happy when we achieve some thing that we are not even think we can do it, the process is difficult, but the joy is awesome~ and by learning up a skill through hardship, its confirm we will never lose this skill again! so never give up when u dont know how to do a thing, you will regret one day if you live long enough..
i also join soft gym (mean gymnastic) for 5 years de, from a noob until i know some basic move in gymnastic, its not an easy process, go through a lot of pain and disappointment, fall down thousand of times, but a spirit needed is to stand up and try again, the success is on its way if we keep trying! so i wont let myself easily give up on some thing i wish to learn, because i believe although we are nobody today, with the spirit that never give up and keep improving every day! we going to be somebody one day!
since i was 5 years old,i am really adnire those people who can draw pretty drawing, because i really not good in it, i dont even can draw a proper circle when i reach age of 10. but i learn when people drawing, i stand a side and observe, then i try to draw myself, one time, second, third.... i dont even remember how many time i have practice drawing on my own.. finally i feel sactisfy with my own drawing skill at age of 17. its not easy huh? using almost 12 years to learn a skill.. if i give on the half way, then today i might lose this talent forever, i will never think i can draw in my life.. luckily i try n try n try.. i cannot let myself to give up if i didnt trying my best, because i know i might regret one day in future..
although i have learn up a lot of skill till now, but i also let go a lot of chances i can learn some things new. i know the path in life still a long way to go, we will never know the knowledge and the skill we learn up today, is it we will going to need in future, but what we can do now is try our best to learn most of the things base on our capability, so my dear friends~ never under estimate what you capable to do, and never easily give up on some thing you want to achieve, never stop until the last second~!!! :)
2009年6月29日星期一
忆外婆
同一个家，一样的摆设，一样的一天。。却少了一个人。。
我，不习惯这种寂静，不习惯这种伤悲，没了婆婆的日子，我没有一天习惯过…
一个星期了，从上星期日在会馆知道婆婆的死讯，已经一个星期了。虽然不知何时开始，我已经知道终有一天婆婆会离我而去，但没想到，就这么快。婆婆虽已经住院一星期，昏迷了六天，也没想到，连最后一句离别的话，都还未亲口对婆婆说，她就离开了。还记得那一天星期日，如往常一样在会馆过夜，一早起身，就看到哥哥传来的短讯，“婆婆去世了”。原以为我承受得住，但眼泪不由自主的落下， ‘男儿有泪不轻弹，只是未到伤心处’。大家都醒后，也没对任何人谈起，如往常一样练习，直到下午才回家，也许我不想太快接受这事实，还是想逃避现时，我真的真的不想去面对，也希望这不是真的。
在守孝的五天，我尽量使自己忘掉悲痛，但直到今天我也未开心过。
我好想念您的声音，好想念您的笑容，好想念您的嘘寒问暖，好想念您的唠叨，好想念您时常把我宠坏，好想念您的一切一切。好后悔没有在有机会的时候，好好的向您表明心意。
您身体力行，教导我们无数的人生道理，在我心里，您是个了不起的女人，一个人把六个儿女养大，您的刻苦耐劳，教导我做任何事都要按步就班，脚踏实地，不可贪小便宜。您对家务的认真，使我明了无论事务大小都应该认真看待。您对人对事，都有自己正义的原则，让我不敢行差踏错，宗守原则。婆婆，是您成就了今天的我，我却还没有机会报答您。。虽然您曾因为生病或行动不方便而自责，怕拖累我们，其实我们从没有埋怨，因为您为了我们付出了太多太多，我们怎样也报答不了。。
写了这编文章是要把我的心声记录下来，可能也为了宣泄心中的伤感。。从开始写就一直流泪，从这一刻开始，我要从新开始新生活。
婆婆，虽然您已离我而去，但您的一切将长存在我心里，我不会忘记您，我爱你!
我，不习惯这种寂静，不习惯这种伤悲，没了婆婆的日子，我没有一天习惯过…
一个星期了，从上星期日在会馆知道婆婆的死讯，已经一个星期了。虽然不知何时开始，我已经知道终有一天婆婆会离我而去，但没想到，就这么快。婆婆虽已经住院一星期，昏迷了六天，也没想到，连最后一句离别的话，都还未亲口对婆婆说，她就离开了。还记得那一天星期日，如往常一样在会馆过夜，一早起身，就看到哥哥传来的短讯，“婆婆去世了”。原以为我承受得住，但眼泪不由自主的落下， ‘男儿有泪不轻弹，只是未到伤心处’。大家都醒后，也没对任何人谈起，如往常一样练习，直到下午才回家，也许我不想太快接受这事实，还是想逃避现时，我真的真的不想去面对，也希望这不是真的。
在守孝的五天，我尽量使自己忘掉悲痛，但直到今天我也未开心过。
我好想念您的声音，好想念您的笑容，好想念您的嘘寒问暖，好想念您的唠叨，好想念您时常把我宠坏，好想念您的一切一切。好后悔没有在有机会的时候，好好的向您表明心意。
您身体力行，教导我们无数的人生道理，在我心里，您是个了不起的女人，一个人把六个儿女养大，您的刻苦耐劳，教导我做任何事都要按步就班，脚踏实地，不可贪小便宜。您对家务的认真，使我明了无论事务大小都应该认真看待。您对人对事，都有自己正义的原则，让我不敢行差踏错，宗守原则。婆婆，是您成就了今天的我，我却还没有机会报答您。。虽然您曾因为生病或行动不方便而自责，怕拖累我们，其实我们从没有埋怨，因为您为了我们付出了太多太多，我们怎样也报答不了。。
写了这编文章是要把我的心声记录下来，可能也为了宣泄心中的伤感。。从开始写就一直流泪，从这一刻开始，我要从新开始新生活。
婆婆，虽然您已离我而去，但您的一切将长存在我心里，我不会忘记您，我爱你!
2009年5月3日星期日
improving~
some time that is so fun when we actually look at those people doing some skill in movie or in a performance, i really admire those people because they got talent to perform, like dancing, singing, doing some sport or movement, n etc. i always wish to learn or own some talent to show to others or can actually perform on stage.
well, although i have opportunity to perform few times a year on stage, but then, still have learn up any skill that own by myself. but recently, i and a few of my soka gakkai members go for gymnastic training, finally i learn up a skill that belong to me~
although have been training for gymnastic for a few years time, but because all the skill is teach by those senior in gakkai n without good facilities, so not really improving. this time is totally different, because we have to pay our own to hire a coach to train 8 of us~ and with the new environment n facilities n also an experience coach, we be improving every weeks~
the feeling is great when we know that those skill n move that we dream for so long, finally become truth~ with current speed of improving, i am really confident that we going to make a whole brand new of soft gym performance in gakkai~ 30th of august we are going to have a performance, we will plan n choreograph a great n entertaining performance to show to others~
not only by then, we can also teach a lot of junior gym to become great gymnast~ then we can actually contribute the best we can in 2010 country wide cultural performance at KL~
well, although i have opportunity to perform few times a year on stage, but then, still have learn up any skill that own by myself. but recently, i and a few of my soka gakkai members go for gymnastic training, finally i learn up a skill that belong to me~
although have been training for gymnastic for a few years time, but because all the skill is teach by those senior in gakkai n without good facilities, so not really improving. this time is totally different, because we have to pay our own to hire a coach to train 8 of us~ and with the new environment n facilities n also an experience coach, we be improving every weeks~
the feeling is great when we know that those skill n move that we dream for so long, finally become truth~ with current speed of improving, i am really confident that we going to make a whole brand new of soft gym performance in gakkai~ 30th of august we are going to have a performance, we will plan n choreograph a great n entertaining performance to show to others~
not only by then, we can also teach a lot of junior gym to become great gymnast~ then we can actually contribute the best we can in 2010 country wide cultural performance at KL~
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