本来打算今年参加槟威大桥马拉松比赛，因为从没有机会享受在槟威大桥上步行的乐趣。。今年真的好想体验一下，不过昨晚教练跟我们说，因为12月有个体操公开赛，所以21和22号晚上都有练习，哇靠～！！只好取消今年挑战槟威大桥的创举，明年才报名。 >.<
如果我坚持参加的话，那21和22号的行程就会是：
21号 9时至6时 整天工作
晚上 7时至11时 地狱式练习 ^^
22号凌晨 1时 睡觉
凌晨 1时30分 醒
凌晨 2时 到queensbay,马拉松现场
凌晨 3时 起跑
早上8时 完毕
9时至中午1时 BTCC训练
3时至6时 休息
晚上7时 再地狱式练习。。
分析结论是，坚持参加的结果，可能会因体力不支而暴毙。。:p
2009年11月2日星期一
2009年10月26日星期一
26/10/09 改变
在江湖打混了几年，应该更醒目和成长了不少，但是，为什么我总认为，我还是当年的我，一点也没变。。这是不长进吧。。唉。。
这几年，苦是吃了不少，但是到头来，我还是一无所有。。是时候反省一下了，脑袋涌现了美国大选时obama的口号“改变”。这就真的让他给做到了，成功改变了美国的历史～
我也想改变～！！！
今天，上司和我讲了近一个钟头，我不敢说我是茅塞顿开，但是在那一刻，我下定决心，要澈底改变我自己！我从来没有遇见这么好的上司，这么包容，这么了解，这么关心下属。。我如果无法澈底改变自己，让自己在行业中成功的话，我真的愧对他和一路来相信与支持我的人！！
没有妥协的余地，接下来的一年，我要让自己全力接受磨炼！成为第一名！
这几年，苦是吃了不少，但是到头来，我还是一无所有。。是时候反省一下了，脑袋涌现了美国大选时obama的口号“改变”。这就真的让他给做到了，成功改变了美国的历史～
我也想改变～！！！
今天，上司和我讲了近一个钟头，我不敢说我是茅塞顿开，但是在那一刻，我下定决心，要澈底改变我自己！我从来没有遇见这么好的上司，这么包容，这么了解，这么关心下属。。我如果无法澈底改变自己，让自己在行业中成功的话，我真的愧对他和一路来相信与支持我的人！！
没有妥协的余地，接下来的一年，我要让自己全力接受磨炼！成为第一名！
2009年9月6日星期日
自负
自负，一般上是用来贬低人的用词，我一路以来，对于那些自大而目中无人的人，特别讨厌！自负这词更是我时常用于诋毁一些过于自大的人。
今天，我遇见了一个即自负而我又不讨厌的人，他就是我的gymnastic的教练。初次见面，他就让我心里想：“这人好自负”。不过，在明白了他的实力后，我反而觉得他自负的有道理～ ^^因为他证明了他有实力自大。
自负这个词用在他身上，反而可以解释成， ‘不断的磨炼和经历，使他对于自己充满自信，所以自负。’ 是不是变成了褒义词了？
我们时常讲人家自大，我们有否想过，人家凭什么？凭的不就是他曾经付出比人家多的努力，汗水，吃了比人家多的苦，造就了一个比自己还大的自信。我突然觉得，讲人家自大的人，原来是在妒嫉，妒嫉人家拥有自大的本事，怨恨自己原来没有一样的本事可以自大。。。
这就是人的本性，永远只看到和寻找别人的缺点，而没有反省自己， 也不愿意承任自己有任何的缺点。。。
～战士～
今天，我遇见了一个即自负而我又不讨厌的人，他就是我的gymnastic的教练。初次见面，他就让我心里想：“这人好自负”。不过，在明白了他的实力后，我反而觉得他自负的有道理～ ^^因为他证明了他有实力自大。
自负这个词用在他身上，反而可以解释成， ‘不断的磨炼和经历，使他对于自己充满自信，所以自负。’ 是不是变成了褒义词了？
我们时常讲人家自大，我们有否想过，人家凭什么？凭的不就是他曾经付出比人家多的努力，汗水，吃了比人家多的苦，造就了一个比自己还大的自信。我突然觉得，讲人家自大的人，原来是在妒嫉，妒嫉人家拥有自大的本事，怨恨自己原来没有一样的本事可以自大。。。
这就是人的本性，永远只看到和寻找别人的缺点，而没有反省自己， 也不愿意承任自己有任何的缺点。。。
～战士～
夜生活
白天，是我们大家都熟悉的。但是，大家有没有对另一个我们都不熟悉的夜晚而感到好奇？
我从小就非常好奇，为什么大人们总是把夜晚所发生的事，讲成坏事。打架，闹事，许多罪案的发生，都是在夜晚。甚至，鬼怪之谈，吓唬小孩的传说都以夜晚为背景。让夜晚蒙上了一层神秘的薄纱，也许就因为这个原因，有许多人喜爱探索神秘的夜晚可以带来的刺激。
不知是不是夜晚释放了人们的心灵，有许多人在夜晚会变成另外一个人，在夜店内，就聚集了一班在早上循规蹈矩，而在夜晚借酒精麻醉和强劲音浪来释放压力～蒙蒙胧胧的意识，让我们暂时逃离现时的枷锁，工作的压力，感情的束缚，失去的痛苦。。。
酒入愁肠愁更愁，有谁不懂呢？但是，又有多少人能不借酒消愁呢？醉，或许不是解决烦恼的好办法，但无可否认，对某些人，醉，是没有办法中的办法。
逃避现时，那太容易了。但，问题究竟解决了吗？没有，一点也没有。逃避，只是暂时把烦恼放下，只有面对，坦然的面对问题，才是解决问题的方法。
世人，醒醒吧！有那个夜晚是不会过去的？夜晚过去了，黎明还不是会再来？
～战士～
我从小就非常好奇，为什么大人们总是把夜晚所发生的事，讲成坏事。打架，闹事，许多罪案的发生，都是在夜晚。甚至，鬼怪之谈，吓唬小孩的传说都以夜晚为背景。让夜晚蒙上了一层神秘的薄纱，也许就因为这个原因，有许多人喜爱探索神秘的夜晚可以带来的刺激。
不知是不是夜晚释放了人们的心灵，有许多人在夜晚会变成另外一个人，在夜店内，就聚集了一班在早上循规蹈矩，而在夜晚借酒精麻醉和强劲音浪来释放压力～蒙蒙胧胧的意识，让我们暂时逃离现时的枷锁，工作的压力，感情的束缚，失去的痛苦。。。
酒入愁肠愁更愁，有谁不懂呢？但是，又有多少人能不借酒消愁呢？醉，或许不是解决烦恼的好办法，但无可否认，对某些人，醉，是没有办法中的办法。
逃避现时，那太容易了。但，问题究竟解决了吗？没有，一点也没有。逃避，只是暂时把烦恼放下，只有面对，坦然的面对问题，才是解决问题的方法。
世人，醒醒吧！有那个夜晚是不会过去的？夜晚过去了，黎明还不是会再来？
～战士～
2009年8月2日星期日
a mentor of life
Wat is a mentor of life?
Why we need one?
Do we need a mentor of life?
Is it important?
Why we cant just create or live on our own self?
There is too many question which we cant give an answer to.. And perhaps some don’t even have an exact answer for, so we keep finding, by what ever we can learn from history and researches which have been done..
A mentor is to guide, to teach, to tell, to share, to give.. From the first day we begin when first time we open up our eye to see this world, we start to learn and keep searching for answer, “why” is the word which we think the most in our life. ‘Curious’ bring us along, keep us trying and never give up for living, because we keep digging to know more about this world, from day one onward, all of us, make no different, we share the same world, we keep trying on finding the same answer for ‘why we are here?’..
So a mentor is important to keep human kind improving and keep growing, because they keep transfer the knowledge and experience by generation. We learn from teacher, from books which wrote by others, from natural, every thing seem like our mentor.. A mentor is so important to us, he shortens up the path of learning, he helping us to get that knowledge which we want faster, and he led us to the right path of life. But all these, only come if u got a right mentor of life~
Does u have or found ur mentor of life? Who u can reliable on whole hearted and follow his guidance through out ur whole life. He will be a great leader who lead u to the right path~ he is a teacher for life, who teach u how to live a great life and found ur own mission of life, plus he not only teaching, he was applying what he believe. He also act like the closest one to u, like ur father, all he want is to make sure u grow and walking the right path, some time, he is very strict, to make sure u realize what u have done is wrong, but most of the time he care about u more than he care about himself.
To me, I already found my mentor of life who I am going to follow and respect whole hearted with my life. A great guy name Daisaku Ikeda, who I call Ikeda sensei, spending his life to work on world peace, form up a nation wide society SGI, his guidance help and support millions of people life each day, he is the one who make miracle happen. I am glad that I have a chance to be a disciple of him, he is using his life and all he done to told the whole world how a normal person can do if he want, I have no doubt that I am going to follow and achieve our belief! My mentor, will always in my heart. His teaching will always in my mind. His belief, is always mine belief~
Why we need one?
Do we need a mentor of life?
Is it important?
Why we cant just create or live on our own self?
There is too many question which we cant give an answer to.. And perhaps some don’t even have an exact answer for, so we keep finding, by what ever we can learn from history and researches which have been done..
A mentor is to guide, to teach, to tell, to share, to give.. From the first day we begin when first time we open up our eye to see this world, we start to learn and keep searching for answer, “why” is the word which we think the most in our life. ‘Curious’ bring us along, keep us trying and never give up for living, because we keep digging to know more about this world, from day one onward, all of us, make no different, we share the same world, we keep trying on finding the same answer for ‘why we are here?’..
So a mentor is important to keep human kind improving and keep growing, because they keep transfer the knowledge and experience by generation. We learn from teacher, from books which wrote by others, from natural, every thing seem like our mentor.. A mentor is so important to us, he shortens up the path of learning, he helping us to get that knowledge which we want faster, and he led us to the right path of life. But all these, only come if u got a right mentor of life~
Does u have or found ur mentor of life? Who u can reliable on whole hearted and follow his guidance through out ur whole life. He will be a great leader who lead u to the right path~ he is a teacher for life, who teach u how to live a great life and found ur own mission of life, plus he not only teaching, he was applying what he believe. He also act like the closest one to u, like ur father, all he want is to make sure u grow and walking the right path, some time, he is very strict, to make sure u realize what u have done is wrong, but most of the time he care about u more than he care about himself.
To me, I already found my mentor of life who I am going to follow and respect whole hearted with my life. A great guy name Daisaku Ikeda, who I call Ikeda sensei, spending his life to work on world peace, form up a nation wide society SGI, his guidance help and support millions of people life each day, he is the one who make miracle happen. I am glad that I have a chance to be a disciple of him, he is using his life and all he done to told the whole world how a normal person can do if he want, I have no doubt that I am going to follow and achieve our belief! My mentor, will always in my heart. His teaching will always in my mind. His belief, is always mine belief~
a mentor of life
Wat is a mentor of life?
Why we need one?
Do we need a mentor of life?
Is it important?
Why we cant just create or live on our own self?
There is too many question which we cant give an answer to.. And perhaps some don’t even have an exact answer for, so we keep finding, by what ever we can learn from history and researches which have been done..
A mentor is to guide, to teach, to tell, to share, to give.. From the first day we begin when first time we open up our eye to see this world, we start to learn and keep searching for answer, “why” is the word which we think the most in our life. ‘Curious’ bring us along, keep us trying and never give up for living, because we keep digging to know more about this world, from day one onward, all of us, make no different, we share the same world, we keep trying on finding the same answer for ‘why we are here?’..
So a mentor is important to keep human kind improving and keep growing, because they keep transfer the knowledge and experience by generation. We learn from teacher, from books which wrote by others, from natural, every thing seem like our mentor.. A mentor is so important to us, he shortens up the path of learning, he helping us to get that knowledge which we want faster, and he led us to the right path of life. But all these, only come if u got a right mentor of life~
Does u have or found ur mentor of life? Who u can reliable on whole hearted and follow his guidance through out ur whole life. He will be a great leader who lead u to the right path~ he is a teacher for life, who teach u how to live a great life and found ur own mission of life, plus he not only teaching, he was applying what he believe. He also act like the closest one to u, like ur father, all he want is to make sure u grow and walking the right path, some time, he is very strict, to make sure u realize what u have done is wrong, but most of the time he care about u more than he care about himself.
To me, I already found my mentor of life who I am going to follow and respect whole hearted with my life. A great guy name Daisaku Ikeda, who I call Ikeda sensei, spending his life to work on world peace, form up a nation wide society SGI, his guidance help and support millions of people life each day, he is the one who make miracle happen. I am glad that I have a chance to be a disciple of him, he is using his life and all he done to told the whole world how a normal person can do if he want, I have no doubt that I am going to follow and achieve our belief! My mentor, will always in my heart. His teaching will always in my mind. His belief, is always mine belief~
Why we need one?
Do we need a mentor of life?
Is it important?
Why we cant just create or live on our own self?
There is too many question which we cant give an answer to.. And perhaps some don’t even have an exact answer for, so we keep finding, by what ever we can learn from history and researches which have been done..
A mentor is to guide, to teach, to tell, to share, to give.. From the first day we begin when first time we open up our eye to see this world, we start to learn and keep searching for answer, “why” is the word which we think the most in our life. ‘Curious’ bring us along, keep us trying and never give up for living, because we keep digging to know more about this world, from day one onward, all of us, make no different, we share the same world, we keep trying on finding the same answer for ‘why we are here?’..
So a mentor is important to keep human kind improving and keep growing, because they keep transfer the knowledge and experience by generation. We learn from teacher, from books which wrote by others, from natural, every thing seem like our mentor.. A mentor is so important to us, he shortens up the path of learning, he helping us to get that knowledge which we want faster, and he led us to the right path of life. But all these, only come if u got a right mentor of life~
Does u have or found ur mentor of life? Who u can reliable on whole hearted and follow his guidance through out ur whole life. He will be a great leader who lead u to the right path~ he is a teacher for life, who teach u how to live a great life and found ur own mission of life, plus he not only teaching, he was applying what he believe. He also act like the closest one to u, like ur father, all he want is to make sure u grow and walking the right path, some time, he is very strict, to make sure u realize what u have done is wrong, but most of the time he care about u more than he care about himself.
To me, I already found my mentor of life who I am going to follow and respect whole hearted with my life. A great guy name Daisaku Ikeda, who I call Ikeda sensei, spending his life to work on world peace, form up a nation wide society SGI, his guidance help and support millions of people life each day, he is the one who make miracle happen. I am glad that I have a chance to be a disciple of him, he is using his life and all he done to told the whole world how a normal person can do if he want, I have no doubt that I am going to follow and achieve our belief! My mentor, will always in my heart. His teaching will always in my mind. His belief, is always mine belief~
2009年7月26日星期日
hobby~
every one will have more than a hobby in our life, some people like sport or some things involve more movement and more excitement, some like reading and doing some things more polite. no matter how, i feel hobby is so great when we actually learn and growing while we try our best to do it. hobby really help up, when we have some free time but dont even know what to do.. while doing some thg we like and learn up a skill and can help us to become healthier!
i have a lot of hobby but mostly needed a lot of energy n movement. i like sport, every sport, i like to learn n i like to explore more about it! when i am still a small kid, i already like hiking, run around n i really like to move a lot. then i start playing football, soon i learn basketball, volley ball, badminton n etc.. then i learn swimming,then i have a chance to learn dancing too, but my body seem not so talented in dance, but i try, i try very hard to practice n learn, and i believe every things in this world is posible for us to learn up, its just a matter of time. so i use around 2 years to learn n finally i can dance~!! :) its happy when we achieve some thing that we are not even think we can do it, the process is difficult, but the joy is awesome~ and by learning up a skill through hardship, its confirm we will never lose this skill again! so never give up when u dont know how to do a thing, you will regret one day if you live long enough..
i also join soft gym (mean gymnastic) for 5 years de, from a noob until i know some basic move in gymnastic, its not an easy process, go through a lot of pain and disappointment, fall down thousand of times, but a spirit needed is to stand up and try again, the success is on its way if we keep trying! so i wont let myself easily give up on some thing i wish to learn, because i believe although we are nobody today, with the spirit that never give up and keep improving every day! we going to be somebody one day!
since i was 5 years old,i am really adnire those people who can draw pretty drawing, because i really not good in it, i dont even can draw a proper circle when i reach age of 10. but i learn when people drawing, i stand a side and observe, then i try to draw myself, one time, second, third.... i dont even remember how many time i have practice drawing on my own.. finally i feel sactisfy with my own drawing skill at age of 17. its not easy huh? using almost 12 years to learn a skill.. if i give on the half way, then today i might lose this talent forever, i will never think i can draw in my life.. luckily i try n try n try.. i cannot let myself to give up if i didnt trying my best, because i know i might regret one day in future..
although i have learn up a lot of skill till now, but i also let go a lot of chances i can learn some things new. i know the path in life still a long way to go, we will never know the knowledge and the skill we learn up today, is it we will going to need in future, but what we can do now is try our best to learn most of the things base on our capability, so my dear friends~ never under estimate what you capable to do, and never easily give up on some thing you want to achieve, never stop until the last second~!!! :)
i have a lot of hobby but mostly needed a lot of energy n movement. i like sport, every sport, i like to learn n i like to explore more about it! when i am still a small kid, i already like hiking, run around n i really like to move a lot. then i start playing football, soon i learn basketball, volley ball, badminton n etc.. then i learn swimming,then i have a chance to learn dancing too, but my body seem not so talented in dance, but i try, i try very hard to practice n learn, and i believe every things in this world is posible for us to learn up, its just a matter of time. so i use around 2 years to learn n finally i can dance~!! :) its happy when we achieve some thing that we are not even think we can do it, the process is difficult, but the joy is awesome~ and by learning up a skill through hardship, its confirm we will never lose this skill again! so never give up when u dont know how to do a thing, you will regret one day if you live long enough..
i also join soft gym (mean gymnastic) for 5 years de, from a noob until i know some basic move in gymnastic, its not an easy process, go through a lot of pain and disappointment, fall down thousand of times, but a spirit needed is to stand up and try again, the success is on its way if we keep trying! so i wont let myself easily give up on some thing i wish to learn, because i believe although we are nobody today, with the spirit that never give up and keep improving every day! we going to be somebody one day!
since i was 5 years old,i am really adnire those people who can draw pretty drawing, because i really not good in it, i dont even can draw a proper circle when i reach age of 10. but i learn when people drawing, i stand a side and observe, then i try to draw myself, one time, second, third.... i dont even remember how many time i have practice drawing on my own.. finally i feel sactisfy with my own drawing skill at age of 17. its not easy huh? using almost 12 years to learn a skill.. if i give on the half way, then today i might lose this talent forever, i will never think i can draw in my life.. luckily i try n try n try.. i cannot let myself to give up if i didnt trying my best, because i know i might regret one day in future..
although i have learn up a lot of skill till now, but i also let go a lot of chances i can learn some things new. i know the path in life still a long way to go, we will never know the knowledge and the skill we learn up today, is it we will going to need in future, but what we can do now is try our best to learn most of the things base on our capability, so my dear friends~ never under estimate what you capable to do, and never easily give up on some thing you want to achieve, never stop until the last second~!!! :)
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