上帝的延迟，并不是上帝的拒绝 ------林肯

有一个人，他在21岁时，做生意失败，22岁时，角逐州议员落选，24岁时，做生意再次失败，26岁时，爱侣去世。

27岁时，一度精神崩溃，34岁时，角逐联邦众议员落选，36岁时，角逐联邦众议员再度落选，45岁时，角逐联邦参议员落选。47岁时，提名副总统落选。

49岁时，角逐联邦参议员再度落选，52岁时，当选美国第十六任总统。

这个人就是林肯，因为他坚信上帝的延迟，并不是上帝的拒绝，因此能屡败屡战，最终成就非凡！


every one can make a different in this world, before u capable to achieve some thing, there is always a lot of obstacle block our way. only if u can stick to your path, believe in yourself, and keep striving to the end no matter how hard it is, then u will able to achieve what ever dreams u want!!! never give up dude, although u cant see the sun shine now, but the sun still there, u only need to wait till the dark cloud disappear~ ^^

“為何設皇委會查我？”‧安華感費解

（吉隆坡）國會反對黨領袖拿督斯里安華表示，他對巴西馬獨立議員依布拉欣阿里建議國會設立一個皇家調查委會調查他，感到費解。
他指出，全國總警長丹斯里慕沙哈山之前揭露有第三者插手警方內務，而國防部長拿督斯里阿末扎希也透露有軍官泄露國家情報機密，這些都是危害國家安全的課題。
“我很奇怪為何政府對這些課題沒有採取行動，包括國家面對的貪污、罪案，卻要設一個皇家調查委員會來調查我？”
安華週一（3月22日）在其他民聯領袖的陪同下在國會召開新聞發佈會。
詢及他的肛交案進展時，陪同出席記者會的公正黨總秘書賽夫丁指出，人民有權知道安華涉及的肛交案真相，所以即使黨印發小冊子派發給全民，也不至於被指藐視法庭。
他說，黨已印好了100萬份小冊子，內容根據吉隆坡中央醫院的3名醫生提供的醫藥報告。有關報告指沒有醫學證據證明賽夫的肛門有被插入的跡象。
詢及此舉會否造成藐視法庭，他表示，等有人挑起這課題再說。
【熱點新聞：國會專輯】
星洲日報‧2010.03.23

i don thk that d leaders of Malaysia nowadays know what they are doing.. wasting their time n our resources to investigate on some small issue which doesnt have any effect on helping our country economy or the people, they are trying to misdirect our focus and protecting their own fame and wealth~ i really cant tahan liao!!!
Malaysian is growing more clever day by day, but why those leaders still think they can fool us around like it used to be~ time is change, this is our Malaysia, not urs or whom, is belong to all Malaysian!!!
so if u want to be a good leader which all people support u, please show us some real action by understanding and reducing our living problems!!!

can we survive if we dont talk at all?

may be.. although experts said 93% of our communication is using non verbal, only 7% depends on verbal communication~ but still i will be crazy if i not allow to talk at all. only my own feeling, no offence for those really cant talk..

talking is to express our feeling and keep conversation flow around us~ do remember i am talking about conversation face to face, not chat online. i not felt any fun by chat online beside can know updates about our friends recent living, but still its like not a complete communication.. ><

face to face conversation is fun, we can see the changes on others movement and emotion ~ some friends who have talent to act even more entertaining~ ^^

but some how, talking to people we just meet for the first time, still need a lot of courage and skill, perhaps i can say i am trying hard to improve it, its necessary for me to master this skill in order to achieve my dreams~

wish all of u can also master skill of communication well, this will help to reduce a lot of unnecessary mistake and problems in our life~ good luck~

mission of life..

2 days ago, a friend of my just pass away, just cant accept the news when chen wei call me on the afternoon.. although i know he had been suffer for cancer for quite some time, but still cant accept he leave us so sudden..

i know him on 2006 year end, in a acad v meeting, i remember that time i ask him to join gymnastic in our SGM, because he also join before at kedah. then we have a great chance to work together when there is a merdeka performance on 2007, he does help me a lot on that time, although he is honbu 1 member, but always help me to fetch my honbu 2 members, he always that nice n smile like a sunny guy. we were having a fun time on that performance~

we din meet up after he move back to kedah.. one day in end of 2008, i receive a call from chen wei that he in hospital penang because of cancer, i got no idea what is going on.. so directly go visit him in hospital, he got an tumor on his neck n condition become worst so need to stay in hospital, but he told me he had recover from a cancer before, so ask us don need to worry. i go to hospital accompany him few days, although i know he feel really pain some time, but he always relief me by telling me he is alright. he is a tough guy, i feel so sad when i cant do any thing else to help him. he have once tell me he wan to give up already, because there is too suffer, not only for himself and also people around him,i donno what to tell him beside encourage him to chant..

since then, we only met once on hai long wedding dinner on last year end, he seem alright and i tell him i will go find him when i pay a visit to kedah, but this become the last word i talk to him. now every thing only become memory..

we die because of mission of our life is accomplish? may be.. but i believe sao gang still have a lot of dreams haven accomplish in his life, but his does influence a lot of people to become toughen..

miss u always, sao gang! our buddha..

future

i don know since when i start to think of my future.. i have think, worried, predicted, plan on future, but if future is unpredictable, then why am i doing all of these? is it i think too much? worried too much?

some time its really confusing, and most of the time, i feel upset of staying in a position between future n past.. gosh.. i want to know my future no so damn much, because my past keep telling me i am a loser, i always messed thing up. but i really try hard to change, to improve~ why cant i own a better future, right? feel so lost, i thought i know where n what i should do n achieve, but its really feel uncomfortable when i am going to make those moves.. first step is hard, i really hope the others can be easier.

when i getting older, i start to worry more before making any decision, not really scared of failure, but i really do afraid that i don hv much time to turn back after made wrong decision, may be i can give it a try, but i know i don have much bullets left for try shot, if i miss those, i might not have chance to go for my dream any more. its horrible when think of failure..

any way, life march on, i have no idea what will going to be in future, i only can do now is do the best i can, strive with no regret! gosh~ failure! fuck off! nothing stop me to achieve what i want!

men's rhythmic gymnastic

after practicing gymnastic for some time, start to love this sport. from the beginning i am just learn it because i like sport, for performance and i wish i can teach my members in my society. after quite some time i into this field, i start to feel glad that i have chance to train this sport~

gymnastic is not that similar to other sport, its require a lot of balancing and control of our body. using whole body muscle and flexibility to do some stunt.. and its really need a lot of strength doing those move~

men's rhythmic gymnastic is a new group competition for men's gymnast~ its require all skill in gymnastic, some dance move and whole routine is following music~ its fun and will be a great performance after we mastered it, n which i feel suit us for future development. we have been through a few training after the we asking our gymnastic coach train us for tat, its new n tough, using few different part of muscle which we not used it often in daily life, so its kindna tough when beginning, the muscle-ache after training will remain few days. besides, doing skill and move with music rhythm is hard n tiring..

although it is so tough, but i know all these will worthwhile when we realize our improvement in future~ we even got chance to go japan for competition if we are good enough, and we can be the first batch who bring up this sport in Malaysia ~ its fun when we have a lot of unknown challenges waiting us in future~ mystery make life unpredictable and fun~ ^^

girl

there is so much fun when looking at a pretty girl for a guy~

jz met a girl which i met few years ago in a gathering, phew~ she change a lot, not really the exterior i mean, its the feeling when i saw her. can say that now she know how to take care of her appearance n become more femininity.. cool~ this is y people always say:" girl will change after grow up~"

i think this is so true~ but really feel happy that many girls nowadays know how to make themselves become more charm, do u know how joyful we are when guy have chances to look at pretty girl?

i am not saying guy only like pretty girl.. i mean some how we are created to use our eye more than our brain~~ sorry for girls, we used to judge girl by their appearance at first. ^^

but i really agree with a quote: there is no ugly women in this world, only have lazy women. :)