mission of life..

2 days ago, a friend of my just pass away, just cant accept the news when chen wei call me on the afternoon.. although i know he had been suffer for cancer for quite some time, but still cant accept he leave us so sudden..

i know him on 2006 year end, in a acad v meeting, i remember that time i ask him to join gymnastic in our SGM, because he also join before at kedah. then we have a great chance to work together when there is a merdeka performance on 2007, he does help me a lot on that time, although he is honbu 1 member, but always help me to fetch my honbu 2 members, he always that nice n smile like a sunny guy. we were having a fun time on that performance~

we din meet up after he move back to kedah.. one day in end of 2008, i receive a call from chen wei that he in hospital penang because of cancer, i got no idea what is going on.. so directly go visit him in hospital, he got an tumor on his neck n condition become worst so need to stay in hospital, but he told me he had recover from a cancer before, so ask us don need to worry. i go to hospital accompany him few days, although i know he feel really pain some time, but he always relief me by telling me he is alright. he is a tough guy, i feel so sad when i cant do any thing else to help him. he have once tell me he wan to give up already, because there is too suffer, not only for himself and also people around him,i donno what to tell him beside encourage him to chant..

since then, we only met once on hai long wedding dinner on last year end, he seem alright and i tell him i will go find him when i pay a visit to kedah, but this become the last word i talk to him. now every thing only become memory..

we die because of mission of our life is accomplish? may be.. but i believe sao gang still have a lot of dreams haven accomplish in his life, but his does influence a lot of people to become toughen..

miss u always, sao gang! our buddha..