RM2... life..

few days ago, i hv been suffer for financially, long time didnt hv such an experience, almost forget the feeling adee..

in my wallet only left RM 2, so pity, have been such a situation for 2 days, mean i didnt use a single cents in this 2 days, how i going to survive? i have my way, i m use to live in poor situation... but that day, when i need to go out 'cold call' with my carreer partner, chen wei, really pai se to him that he need to pay for my lunch n some parking fee after i give my last 2 ringgit to him... i really feel so up set that why i will be like this, a life like this doesnt belong to me, and i believe, soon, very soon i will change my life to be better~!!!

RM2, this is really an amount that insulting me, why i say so? because i still remember that year i am finding a part time job after form 3, holiday time, so i found a job work at a biscuit shop, that day, first day i went to work, i didnt work in a biscuit shop before so many of the thing i really not familiar with, so do things slow n make some mistake. mana tau, the boss stand beside me all the time and keep giving me pressure and scold me, like i have made a mistake to burn his shop.. then he take out RM2 and ask me to leave his shop! this is the moment i never forget in my life, no one can insult me by paying me RM2 for 5 hours work... but what can i do? my tear fall when i on my way home, and i tell myself i will never let any one in this world insult me like that any more, no more...

i will never forget, the feeling of poor.. izzit i m too kind to always help people when i myself also having financial problem? some time i wonder... but i know all these is worth.. i never regret although i might need to suffer for wat i hv done. :)